I am Kurt Brown alias Saint Ram Bone, investigative journalist and inventor or re-inventor. Robin Williams spoke to me in Tiburon before he died. He saw me on the sidewalk. He stood there and went to his small limo. He pointed to they sky and said, I know where you are going. Then he said, you are going to smoke a joint with a Nazi." It was a week before he died or two weeks. I have put together below some daily foreword notes from Mobile Audit Club website. I do it so there is a chronological record of my writing. Former FDIC bank examiner tortured and maimed. Former USN sailor cooked at sea, not far from LA. Here are posts from Mobile Audit Club of recent dates
Daily Foreword September 16, 2014: I like to make jokes in my mind about war and hardship. It makes life easier to swallow. Recently I began to think of Robin Williams and his suicide. I liked his comedy. I picture Robin Williams as myself in Iraq talking to service men about the war in Iraq. "Have you heard about the group, the Sissies? The USA government is publicly calling them ISIS. If I had not been in the Navy on the USS Reid FFG 30 I would not know about the nuclear war in the Pacific Ocean in 1983 outside of Los Angeles and I would not know about the Dier Fags. We USN sailors were labeled homosexual on the USS Reid FFG 30 computers so the men and the boys decided to change the name of the ship to the Dier Fag. The man who found the list threw the computers and guns overboard after he found the list. Our beloved Captain gave ISIS their formal name and put out a list of homosexuals among their men. The captain, the queers, and the fags are supposed to meet here today.
The Sissy Isis queers and the USN Dier Fags. It will be a hoot. All of those Fag men and those Queers. They say the Sissies will bring some real women today, a meet and greet. A peace offering, my fag seed and those queer seeds should make one twisted sister. Oh look here comes one now. A dier Fag in a square hat. Polish language for square head is PARC GLOWA. If a nuclear war breaks out the Fags and the Queers and their twisted sisters will he glowing from radiation and homeless in the PARC. It is truly a queer dilemma. Speaking of a queer dilemma, Have you heard of the Queerest of the Queer fantasy coming to life. It was prophetic. The blind dog of Los Angeles jumped out of Saint Ram Bone's house talisman art the Queerest of the Queer and is suspected to be here. He has big balls and shares a load of green with a Dier Fag on occasion. Me and slim used to smoke the Blind dog of Los Angeles before Slim was put in stirrups and used in experiments and starved to death in 1983. Suspected to be the Germans who did the experiments according to the Captain. The load of green helps with the radiation sickness and to see. Remember the howl of the Pacific is the ships whistle for general quarters among Dier Fags. If you see a nuclear bomb, do not report for work. You are not needed. Remember the square hat lyric, "Square Head, Square Hat, PARC GLOWA" Spelled backwards, it is "AWOL
G C RAP." You can not run away twenty years from now if that nuclear bomb occurs tomorrow. The time is now. PARC GLOWA. AWOL G C RAP." As an aside I truly wish I would have ran in 1983 instead of catching the nuclear voyage out of Los Angeles California's Terminal Island on the USS Reid FFG 30. War is Hell on Earth and Hell has no place for this man, not on this Earth, not in this Hell. Erasum Factum Didymus. Its a new way to say big drought. How. How did they cover up news to the public of that nuclear blast?
Daily Foreword September 15, 2014: This website was hit and all things numbered 2000 may have been removed by myself. To clarify, I was forced out of the FDIC in 2000. I was tortured and maimed as a result in 2001. I am trained in 15 disciplines at least including psychology. Having been a street child I learned to look at people's psychoses at an early age, which later supplemented my formal training in psychology for several years and having lived with several people in the psychology field. One I have observed recently is very interesting from a sociopath perspective. They like to emulate another person and may have multiple personality disorder and often enlist others who are associated with them in their own deviant acts. The predator also likes to create a childish, "Us versus them", scenario, as the sociopath works an angle on an unsuspecting target for financial manipulation or social manipulation usually for monetary gain. These psychotic types are increasingly on the web and preying through internet portals. They often wear multiple disguises and may have multiple associates. California has become more like a third world. Alabama is like something from a third world hell for most.
If those people are caught preying on children and the elderly in that fashion, I believe a wild predator should be dealt with by a tame predator with an insane vengeance. Some things can not be tolerated in our lives. I usually deal with those types in our society by ignoring them. But I was injected and tortured while seeking healthcare and my memory recently returned on a nuclear incident at sea while I was in the USN Pacific Fleet in 1983. I also suffer from stroke related symptoms from forced injections after bloody FDIC employment and under the government in power and their state and federal healthcare. The federal and state healthcare practitioners take their orders from the same bloody crew at the top of the predatory factions controlling the predatory sector of the USA and other nations.
I often consider how it appeared to the Dutch when the Spanish hung the Dutch from city poles in Amsterdam long ago. We in the USA are in a worse predicament. Who is in charge of the USA military and the F-DIC anyway? It is as if we were over run and our protectors walked away. Those with psychoses can be at the top and the bottom of our society. I have no healthcare and am covered in knots since exposure to radiation and those stroke symptoms from forced injections seem to come and go away and come again. I would not care if God gave us a mercy killing and blew this worthless sh-t away.
I heard a joke. It was said the USA government was in a war in Iraq again with the ISIS group, a new nickname for a group of Iraqi ragheads with fine looking women. Ironically the USA gas prices inches to a low of .99 a gallon. I think those war criminal factions that stole Mobile Alabama oil also steal Iraqi oil. I do not care if those who profit from that stolen oil internationally are blown away internationally. But I would prefer we work on international space colonies. To ask a nation to disarm its nuclear armaments is like asking a nation to remove its exploding bullets from its mouth. When it dies I will just laugh and laugh, knot after knot. Radiation is no joke for generations millions of years away. They have gone insane. Beware of the cities and all government.
Daily Foreword September 13, 2014: After being tortured and maimed and robbed by fellow Americans, I came to realize that I am surrounded by gangs who are not my fellows. The government control from D.C. into the California military and their banking regulation, first left me in an undisclosed to the public nuclear cloud and a war in the federal banking regulatory agency, the FDIC. Remember Rocklin 1999. I think it was Justice, really. Because I think Justice was amiss.
I at one time was opposed to seeing or hearing of mass murder. It is really sad in a way but on the other hand, life is short and our lives are made meaningless by the bitterness of trying to survive. I laugh at my serious adversion to global war as a child. I do not think that is necessary but I would likely support a military coup or affront who could free us from subjugators on American soil, executing them and taking their assets in payment for war crimes against the worlds populace, including myself, Kurt Brown former USN Quartermaster placed in a nuclear zone deliberately and FDIC Bank Examiner during the banking wars of deregulation, remember 9 11 2001, Yu Zhendong? I am also an Investigative journalist, and I sense I am a pawn in a larger game of warfare since the undisclosed nuclear detonations in 1983 after I left Los Angeles's Terminal Island for parts radioactive. I seem to have experienced torture and was not paid. I do not care if a dictator digs their graves.
Like most, we are ignored by large media outlets and the government is indifferent to our plight. A technological war seems to have broken out against us. The usual option is escalate or retreat. It does not pay to consort with the enemy or to use their state or federal healthcare in the USA. We are better off dead in this environment, those of us who counted on their government. Do not drink their alcohol. Do not take their needles laying down. If you own guns, you are better to destroy them or hide them. Their government tried to label all insane or criminal. It started going down in 1983 and I think they knocked our lights out, they licked us..
Daily Foreword September 12, 2014: The Greek Letter Theta for some means sleep or death. It relates to Hebrew Heth or th. To have someone who is your own touch you brings special meaning and has special meaning, such as when two metallic objects attract at their poles. I was born maimed and no one told me what had happened. I overcame the disability and then I was maimed further with government approval in the predatorily capitalist empire the USA and associate felonious criminal predatory nations or people or groups. We have no government. We join their military and many of us are fed to toxic waste by those who have gone turncoat to our people, those who only wanted work really. The war never ends. Theta is the center of the universe. A lens effect has occurred. Like a flare the sun shoots out its heat in a new way. Many areas may be parched that were not before. Most do not understand astronomy. I do not understand torture with needles and calling it healthcare. I do not understand taking the USS Reid FFG 30 from Terminal Island Naval Station in Long Beach in 1983 and deliberately into nuclear waste or detonation areas without giving us topside personnel protection. The only upside, I had a dream or was subjected to it during psych ops at sea and I know what it feels like to be roasted alive to the point of unconsciousness in a metal ship during a nuclear blast. It starts really hot then you go numb then you go pop which you do not feel. Once you get past the numb part, you have it licked. Licked, such an odd word. Translated, dutch Lichten is lights. There were no lights, only a faint voice of one of other man in the sleeping area. I slept long and hard after I was hit with the blast. It was like it was a new day the next day. I had not slept for days but I am not sure how long I was out and how many were killed. Then came the FDIC. They wanted me to see, with my light over the Sweet FDIC Masters Heads in San Francisco. How many men does one have to be surrounded by before thud sounds like a lullaby? Jack can answer that in 4 3 2001 and the federal monster. Never own guns. Never drink booze or hard drugs. Watch your fellow man like you watch a snake because may be what you need to fake deep within. Know thine self physician, such an ugly enlightening proverb of the medicinal sect. The Paradox of travel is crossing paths with swine in flow.
Daily Foreword September 9, 2014: Recently someone offered me a virgin, almost, bride I suppose or they were seeing if I was into teenage women. I jest. I was later told that the News in the USA is not free. They are silencing all sorts of things. I believe the war was lost in the USA in 1983, if not long before in the 1940's. Many USA Servicemen were led into damaging radiation on purpose. It is as if our enemies are in the drivers seats in many cases. They could have given me radioactive protection but they did not in 1983 when on the bridge of the USS Reid FFG 30. I am seeking an actor to portray a Dier FAG WW 03 sailor, a mockup of the afterlife of a USS Reid FFG
30 sailor who was exposed to radiation. Craigslist deletes the ad, therefore more censorship. So I place it on LA Indymedia, an ad requesting acting talent. You can respond at zkurt555 at yahoo dot com.
Daily Foreword September 8, 2014: The one dream I had for mankind as a child was to build into space, space colonies. The lies are funny now but I should have made note of the executions occurring around me in the Vietnam draft and prepared to achieve wealth and knowledge even if it meant fleeing the USA when I was 18, the execution by draft age in the mid to late 1960's. So as I sound my trumpet in the muted war I hear the songs of the past, David Bowie's Space Oddity as I look at my past my path and hold up a radioactive cat who eats radioactive fish near Hollywood California in my adult years. The closest I ever got to outer space was a nuclear blood bath after
dioactive quartermaster given extra leg room when setting off metal alarms in 2014 with my radioactive quarter. Some pictures of a radioactive cat are linked in these yelp comments.
I remember the song with the Lyrics, "Saturday in the park, every day's a fourth of july." I want a sort of Weird Al Yankovic mockup of the song with the lyrics, "Parc glowa in the park, ". I realized that no one really cared for each other after military service. I was told that I should have fled the West Coast of the USA in 1983. It appears that Switzerland and Europe have taken the c
rown jewel, Genentech of the bio tech age. The next wave of billionaires will be those who can hook together biotechnology and computers.
I would recommend that for the rest of us who can not afford educations or who were maimed at birth by various toxins and acts of war that we take up more familial business arrangements to remove foreign control over our lives. And instead of weapons sold by the government in power to us, that we devise our own systems of advance and retreat and I encourage experiments and analysis to discern what all the various factions on Earth are doing to us and our environment. The media is silenced in the USA on nuclear disasters at sea. I thought how odd in 1983 that the LA media was not going to cover the nuclear bomb at sea. I know of recessive diseases springing from that Boston Clam Chowder and those delicious Gulf of Mexico fish and shrimp. Anything wild my child is out of style if its bathed in natural waters on the Earth or at Sea, including the almost pristine Pacific catch.
When I was injected forcibly in 2004 forcibly at Flagstaff Medical Center I had a stroke from something they did to me. When I was discharged I felt terrible but I had to say I felt fine. The doctor examining me did not look at my eyes but they may have mentioned stroke. It was not in the paperwork. Beware of State and Federal health care in the USA. It may be a trap. Many factions slit each others throats and each others child's minds. I welcome the end of time, that is the upside of my malady. Cowards shudder but they all come in to the wave of death.
Daily Foreword September 7, 2014: As I view the world from above in my mind, I see ants, small animals, humans all the same. Scurrying for life. Ho Chi Minh despised capitalism likely because he saw his Chinese wife hooked to the end of a heroin dealers needle and his own life in another child in t
he future in shambles wrecked from before birth. What Ho Chi Minh did not know was that he was the father of this sin in his blood type A kin forebears, the bonobo monkey. Blood type A of the Bonobo monkey is
thick on the surface in some human's blood type markers, and in all other humans it is always there right below the surface of the type B blood type marker and Rhesus factor marker. All of consciousness is layered like veils, none too impermeable. I was harmed at birth and harmed later in life. Those things, those people most material to me have fallen victim to those things there already and those things such as radiation I was deliberately led into have turned my life into a sort of living Hell. The entire Earth is destined for this due to change and the slow witted nature of the human societies response to immense change. The USA was lost, a factionalized nation, and the best hope is escape from the planet. Hope is shunted and thwarted when we are led like animals, targeted, injected, labeled and jailed.
Recently I was discussing military service with someone, none of their children was ever enlisted. They argued with me saying they saw nothing wrong with it. I was exposed to radiation. If I had no alternative, I would likely blow my brains out before military service due to the effects of radiation and the neglecting of their duties to protect us in the USA government. If you are under mind control or delusion by the monkey in many, you are being set up like a lesser insect.
If you want to run from military service remember these words in Polish language and USA slang. If you do not run, you may be homeless in the park and glowing with radiation and known as "PARC GlOWA. Square Head. Square Hat. AWOL G C RAP." will be your mantra. Radiation is not worth it to you or society and the animal in a man is another insect in the cosmos.
Daily Foreword September 2, 2014: After long analysis and a long life I Kurt Brown have determined that the wars we have fought and been led into, whether announced or not, were a trap for us. The USA is a factionalized nation. During any real war the USA breaks up in a sense and executions of USA servicemen either directly or indirectly is enacted. I believe men were killed at Terminal Island Naval Station in Long Beach California in 1983 and that men may have been killed at sea. I was exposed to radiation intentionally. Even the captain recommended I jump and swim to an island on the Southern California coast before we went to the blast site. We are not told what has happened before they intentionally douse us in toxins. I am really not sure if the blast site was near San Francisco or Los Angeles since my girlfriend saw something explode into the sky while viewing it from our apartment in San Pedro at the mouth of LA Harbor and up on a hill. The USN chief saw it or knew of other blasts I believe and I never saw him again after he told me. He told me where he was going. It was like a man being sentenced to death and planning his escape from the hole to a better place. Was he executed? Is the imposter in any of us?
Imposters may be common and I would also venture that interrogations are done before executions so imposters and witnesses can hold hands to verify authenticity of the imposter in the blind. The foreign sailors gave us a clue with their skit mocking our crew, perhaps me the blonde and my roommate, dead but in front of me, us, in the dining room play impromptu. Their government does not like us to talk about radiation and nuclear blasts. I was labeled a threat for saying a quarter I had in my pocket in 1983 on the radioactive bridge wing of
the USS Reid FFG 30 was also in my pocket at an airport turnstile in the South East USA in 2014. I put it on Yelp. Soon security was there and I was put on a series of early flights with more leg room, but someone had placed a obstacle in front of me injuring me at the airport. I like the Larry David routine really but with a more down home twist.
I had a tumor removed from my leg there at the quarter in my pocket spot in 1990 and I could lose my leg if another tumor grows into the bone. The change in my pocket during the blast was collected for a dollar the following day or the following week. I am not sure how long I was unconscious after the blast. The time out to sea was longer than I recall, two weeks longer according to my girlfriend. Go to sleep and sleep two weeks while others are killed. Its not just a job, its an adventure. I had mentioned the exchange of money in radioactive metal change for a dollar and someone said I should have been paid 500 thousand dollars since they had me stand on the bridge wing during that nuclear blast or bubble from below.
The war was lost when it started in WWI or WWII. It has not ended except we know we have lost ma
ny things, many of us. Do not expect much from mankind. I was once told to buy a country home far away and hide. When I hide I want to flee. Cognitive dissonance in fight or flight. I can not afford to take flight and sit still or can I? The quarter is the 90 degree or is it 90 degrees Fahrenheit or Celsius They cut our communications in 1983? Did they jam something into my head when I left the shower for radiation cleansing. I should have laid in the shower and Jacked Till Man..
Daily Foreword August 29, 2014: The USA has become like Mexico, a third world state controlled by international powers and national war criminals in political seats. They are at war with many of us and those overseas. I have
been attacked many times and I was alone every time. Their police state allows pr
ohibition era sales of Mexican and other syndicates marijuana to the Entire eastern half of the USA. Their government targets many people to keep their status quo, and I have been one of their victims as a federal bank examiner and journalist, investigative provocative.. I would assist in a Revolutionary War against the dictators in power w
ho have divided and devoured the USA. I would recommend feeding them to dogs in shelters or homeless cannibals.
The greatest strategy those in power has is to have police chase the innocent and imprison them or kill them. Ask Sheriff Jack Tillman, former of Mob Al, and their vicious federal protectorate in that outpost of the international dictatorship. Its a simple date for a simple man and a federal protectorate at the F DIC and EEOC, 4 -3 - 2 00 - 1. Hate groups are enlisted to assist and do so and they cover up their ties by paying other groups to attack.
It appears the drought to hit Earth will be in the equatorial zone and inch upward. The seas are radioactive. Beware of the South East USA and the West Coast and Eastern Seaboard. Their government is not protecting our young and many of us are being targeted. I was in a nuclear zone in the US Navy in 1983 after departing Terminal Island at Los Angeles California's harbor. We saw explosions from the shore, my gal and eye. I left for sea two days later was subject to a large amount of radiation. I believe that effects were down played and psych ops may have been underway against us.
I have a real to life joke. I was for real a witness to a nuclear bubble. I showered and was told I could sleep. It had been days without sleep. As I slept my crotch got hotter and I awakened with a feeling that someone had doused me with hot flames. I recall
screaming in the night. I want a Sa
turday night live mock up. I want a Forrest Gump and Bubba discussing the experience but with more of a Saturday Night Live reverie. I as a sailor who experienced the nuclear detonation ask the other sailor I will ca
Slim, can I be curt with you? I remember the day you told me the nuclear bomb detonated, sort of. I remember waking up and my body felt like it was on fire it was so hot and the roar was loud, like resonation of all things. I felt like I lifted off of the bed screaming in agony. You told me a nuclear bomb had detonated. AS I screamed to God for mercy from the pain it was like I w
as exhaling forever, then th
e dull then the unconsciousness. Slim replied, your mind heated and you went unconscious before you boiled. They reversed the flow. Slim I reply, I was told many men had been killed during the night. Slim replies, "We exploded?" Me and you are their sacrificial unwanted, like a Sacrificial Melody, End of Comedy.
The cold war is now in the USA. You are better off to join a gang than the military. The government was over run and many are sacrificed. Many are enemies in the USA. Factions control the Earth.
Eventually the USA and their war machine will lay in ruins, perhaps we shall all be dead. I saw some yellow flies landing on me recently and they were biting me in a strong wind. I suspect the future will bring many vectors for disease. Mankind is likely better off dead in the future than being maimed. Never fear the enemy. Sometimes you are
better to take your own life than to be taken hostage by the predatory capitalists governments police forces under the current dictatorship. They have started injecting people behind closed doors before court. Do not drink alcohol
. It dries out the brain and causes seizures and insanity. Ask Sheriff Jack Tillman, he was a drinker I would wager as a non drinking auditor and investigator. As a sailor, I took the trip, but they give it to you to dull the pain. A 50 megaton bomb, controlled, and they tossed the communications for a flip and the Trident? missile took a dip on the submarine blip?.
Do not eat too much Pacific fish or wild fish due to radiation and mercury and other toxins. Recessive diseases are spreading across the USA. Public schools teach children to follow the doctrines of our more ignorant and selfish factions in power in some areas. It does not matter if a predatory capitalist is killed in our
era if he or she has par
taken in the profit from illegal torture and maiming and murder and falsely labeling. So as we twist in the web down on Brown Hollow the log trucks try to leave us in ruins while old men dressed in drag wait on the terminal end at the 45 degree in watch of my rear and the coming front. Of course this is nothing compared to the high tech sociopaths possibly crawling around behind me. They branch from Los Angeles often and wander into the wealthier enclaves to devour the unsuspecting in deviant ways. One made a path recently too close to my heart there, my poarch near Brown hollow. To profit from death is a fish teeth I suppose in some cases, sharks, chondrichthyes, technically is more prehistoric than fish.
Today as I flew over the USA desert I noticed puddles of water. I saw a dormant volcano with a snow cap in the center and around the edges for miles, a melt, I suppose. A lovely snow capped missile silo for all to view. Their government called me insane for being a martyr for our people in these times of their failed conquests. It is likely possible to redirect the heat of lava to form puddles of water. The guard at the gate at the airport mumbled to another guard I threatened him when I told him not to touch my dick, after I had passed through the X ray machine to have my testicles cooked at high voltage and to find a quarter in my pocket. I am the quartermaster with a radioactive quarter, my lucky charm, my portion as a plankowner of the Dier FAG WW 03, aka the USS reid ffg 30. Beware of imposters. Many were k
illed I dead reckon. The Bri
ts or Italians knew it as we viewed with the dinner party the play on board in 1983 in the dining area, like two over sexed males, one in drag in 1983. "Just A Girl, No Doubt" (Music link). I had left a quarter in my pocket and the gestapo x ray machine caught it in 2014, my lucky quarter, my lucky charm..
Daily Foreword August 26, 2014: As I considered being burned alive in a USN vessel under some sort of nuclear release or heat lamp from above or below the ocean, I recall being on the USS Reid FFG 30 and being subjected to a nuclear bubble from below and then skirting the edge of a nuclear cloud or haze on the water. When I slept my testicles were later on fire when I awakened. Then I have recollections of a burning raging hell as I lay in my bunk, perhaps a nightmare from the burning in my groin area after the nuclear release. Psych ops were used by the Russians that year allegedly. I think another nation controls the USA and the UK in any war and you are subject to death by friendly fire, or cordoned off executions am
id psych ops. During the night the ship became hot like hell and as I screamed to stop the pain I went unconscious. I heard someone screaming in the sleeping and shower area. They were trying to speak. Truth or fiction? I know I had to take a shower at sea and I was exposed and cooked my groin. Ante up? I was a first class burner in the shipyards as a teenager. I liked watching the flames. When I as on the vessel, I was the smell. That was in 1983
A divine comedy, the paint peeling off the bunk above me as my body shook in the heat and ready to explode. What is this thing, this experience of a burning USN vessel with heat likely approaching 700 degrees Fahrenheit, I get to share? The announcer in hell says to all of
those in their bunks, this is important, you may experience intense exhale. I have a vision of playing like Satan and Having Former Sherif
f Jack Tillman who I audited and had removed, as my foot boy. I want to treat him like Danny Glover did his working girls in the Color Purple.
Recently in 2014 I saw where some people of the Spanish speaking group were running from radiation in the Pacific Ocean. Mankind has reached the abyss. Warfare really no longer appeas
es the quest for conquest.
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I urge some US veterans to not use VA Medical Health Care. I and other veterans have been abused and forcibly injected (See Continuing Problems section) and I often feel sick since my abduction at a federal facility, and details are in this site.
Daily Foreword August 25, 2014: I was born almost completely right hemisphere brained, like a cork screw caught the brain and twisted it making one side large and the other smaller. I am a creative savant with limitations. I had to grow a full connection to my soul. When I did, my mind connected as well. I am likely a remnant of a war and my mother was caught in the middle of World War II and I am sure her genetics were hit as well. The human race appears bent on suicide.
All nuclear power plants and nuclear bombs should be done away with. Radiation on a large scale would put human beings to the point of being crippled and more like a sick dog over time. Recessive diseases expressed, new diseases multiplied and empowered with nuclear fallout, and sickness and degradation on a large scale over
a long time, perhaps to the last one. I have observed that the children and grandchildren of men whose testicles were exposed to radiation in the USN, and done so deliberately by government directive, and whose children and grandchildren express phenotype abnormalities, the radiation impacts the torso and the head. I suspect if women's ovaries are exposed to radiation the same effect with more pronounced growth abnormalities and impact upon the arms and legs as well. The USA was taken over long ago and power divided. We are caught in an embrace of predatory capitalism. I was born maimed
due to it.
truth based comedy to ease my sorrow -- I am sitting in a high chair like the captains chair on the Dier Fag vessel, the USS Reid FFG 30. I have summoned all of those who have crosse
d me to come to me and to pay their debt in full. I have Sheriff Jack Tillman of Mobile Alabama clean my toe nails with my gun permit taken by him on 4-3-2001 when I was trying to stop his thievery. He was done away with in 2005 but rewarded. After he cleans my toes I have him dra
w up a deed to all of his land excepting one parcel down near the toe of the land, possum toe land.
Next I have the pe
rson in charge of the USA federal go
vernment in Los Angeles or D.C. who had me go into a nuclear blast in 1983 on the USS Reid FFG 30 without protective nuclear gear. I do not believe in misery or torture. I do believe in a clean kill. I want nothing from him or her. I leave it up to God. I would not put them in a radioactive cage but I would kill them on the spot just to remove their presence if it was up to me, but it is not.
The people who hired me at FDIC did so because there was tension in banking deregulation in 1999. The FDIC Improvement Act in 1992 left an FDIC regional director assassinated. We in the USN were subjected to psych ops in 1983. The government is divided in the USA. It is not controlled by Americans and many Americans would kill each other on the spot. From the FDIC I would like employment. I want to over see the Treasury and FDIC. I want my former bosses to wipe my ass when I
defecate, I want them to chew my food if I suspect poison, I want them to feel needles and torture and sorrow as I did, but I do not believe in torture. I believe in a clean kill. And that is God's decision.
The Queerest of the Queer painting and h
ouse talisman says it all. 4-3-2-1, blind dog of los angeles came across a Dier Fag (Radiation victim sailor USS Reid) while dead sailors at the sea and at the shore and a nuclear blast was in the background. Baby I'm Ready To Go (music link.) Some of words of wisdom in war and life and death. Things are not what they seem therefore they are not as bad as they seem. This world is temporal if not temporary. Mozart music moves the brain on small children they say. Movement.
Daily Foreword August 22, 2014: If you are young, you should realize that all things that appear positive about the
USA are a fake, a lie. Predator
y capitalism leaves us as their prey, not just those being attacked overseas. I was born brain damaged and overcame the disability over many years and then I was maimed again. My memory just came back on many things. Its like waking up from the dead and discovering you went to Hell on Earth. Why is it that al
l sociopathic war criminals in history called their victims insane? The same occurs in the USA today. We are in an eternal war it seems.
If I had not been brain damaged at birth, I would have likely fled the USA at age 18. Those in power were killing the innocent through warfare and nuclear tests. I believe my mother was likely subjected to radiation or biological contaminants when she was young and on the Gulf Coast of the USA. I believe the war time era left her ovaries damaged and my father was subjected to radiation in the National Guard and that may have impacted his testicles.
The dictators in power over the USA are our worst enemies. They remain hidden and are not those portrayed on their mass media. If they are killed, then we are free from them unless their cages and traps have us snared. If they survive, we likely need to flee and find a better place. I would have fled to Switzerland at 18 before 1980 if I had not been brain damaged but they also have predatory capitalism, but not at the USA level.
The USA is a self hating place, vile, disgusting, without remorse, corru
pt. A nuclear bomb would be a Godsend if it killed all of us. Many were deliberately killed in various wars and many of us
were maimed in the USA ever since the 1940's. If they try to take you hostage, you are better off to kill yourself or to fight to the death to escape.
Many of us do not have federal or state healthcare without torture and being maimed and labeled or maliciously killed. Beware of California, beware of Arizona, beware of any place where you are alone and away from those who can kill those who take you hostage. Their mass media white washed the Hell that is their society.
The wars of the past were set up. The soldiers ran to do as they were told. We in the USA were led into nuclear areas in alleged tests or covered up nuclear spills. The wars of the future will involve mind control on a large scale and we may be experiencing it now.
Nuclear bombs can drop without a sound being heard. At that point they are tools, controlled power release with capture and direction of the blast in a new machine, sometimes a machine of pure power. Two nuclear bombs fell on North Carolina in 1961 and th
ey allegedly did not detonate.
If you consider two spinning poles, you have a cataclysmic vortex perhaps attuned to destroy young minds and to power a new machine of conquest.
I laugh at my fear of thermo-nuclear war as a child now, but at the same time I see the logic. My testicles were deliberately cooked by those in power w
hen I was on the USS Reid F
FG 30 in 1983 after we departed Los Angeles California's Terminal Island. Officers and enlisted told me I should have filed a full retirement and walked off of the boat. Some were trying to keep it silent. Many were likely killed and I suspect imposters among us from that war.
Some said a 50 mega ton nuclear bomb had gone off. I just
saw a bubble at night come from the ocean below as myself and the captain watched. No one else was on the bridge wing but us. On another occasion, I could see a cloud on radar deep at sea next
to the starboard side of our vessel as we sailed past it. It was radioactive and I was taken from navigation duties before hand. This nation is a lie.
I have a truth based comedy. Scene USS Reid FFG 30 in the year 1983, the Quartermaster has been taken off of navigation duties and a new collection of D.C. brass is allegedly runnin
g the boat. The Quartermaster, me, goes to look at the radar amid the chatter about nuclear radiation near our ship. I walk in and look on the radar screen at night and see the cloud we are traveling past at full throttle. Someone says to me, "Hey, your not supposed to be in here on the radar." I say, "Is that a nuclear cloud I see on the starboard side on radar?" At that point I don't remember much due to those psych ops we allegedly went through. Of course I saw the nuclear blast before the voyage and my girlfriend witnessed it. She said it was like a curly q. I say it looked likely like a flying kazoo. I saw the flash over her shoulder near LA Harbor at her apartment. In one year I met serial Killer Randy Kraft and saw a nuclear blast. I should have packed up and fled Los Angeles with said girlfriend. I was an idiot when drunk when young but when sober I was fairly intelligent. I joined the Na
vy and they thought I was a retard. A petty officer told me I might have to go to the Falkland Islands on a USA vessel at that time after the blast and the nuclear voyage. They were likely going to try and kill me. The petty officer said, You might have to go. I thought, I might have to go awol, ready, set, GO! Nuke me you slimy m-fers, I don't drink any longer and I am not nearly as slimy as some of those in control. I would be willing to wager they killed many in similar methods, such
as after court martial at Terminal Island or on the commandeered USN vessels.
In 2001 after b
eing in the banking wars and trying to report thief and federal banking crimes accomplice, Sheriff Jack Tillman
of Mobile Alabama, for his thievery on 4-3-2001, a judge persecuted me in Los Angeles after I was forcibly injected, and I was told to do anything the judge said. He was being pressured by those cocaine and money laundering syndicates associated with the federal government in cesspools like California and Hawaii and D.C.. Marijuana monopoly also added a lot of money t
to the banks of California at the start of deregulation in banking.
Bribery most likely, as that is how it usua
lly works in predatory capitalism. If I could have gotten loose I could have had a defense but they give you a high bail if poor. Dismissed now, I learned a truth. We are hated by those pr
ofessional gangsters in power. I have become indifferent to the deaths of those who trespass against me. I wonder what the half life is of that bump of radioactive tritium and deuterium on that tuna slice at Marina Del Rey Sushi garden in Los Angeles? Or is that in Tokyo? Radiation is all the rage in the Pacific Ocean. LA has a new radioactive smack ass well.
Daily Foreword August 20, 2014: The USA was splintered then crucified. Now the banking system has become weakened due to deregulation and large high tech companies like Genentech are no longer in states like California, but in other nations. When I was being tortured in Los Angeles in 2001 by fe
deral officials after bank examiner work in a hostile state of affairs, I soon came to realize we no longer control the USA. When I realized I did not have healthcare and I was covered with tumors, I realized that God would have me welcome my own death. The USA is nothing more than a segregated and torturous
group of puppet states controlled internationally. If you trust them, they will show you they are controlled by the enemy, whether in D.C. or Los Angeles. At this point global decimation or national splintering is an improvement as it is change, and change brings new things..
Daily Foreword August 19, 2014: As I considered the fact that I was exposed to radioactive material in the USN and the fact that the government ignored all signs and indications, I realize we are on our own. You should know what radiation is and how it impacts living cells, including your reproductive cells and your young and their young. In the chain reaction of genetics, once a center point is hit, such as reproductive cells and
those DNA fragments that make the reprod
uctive cells, all subsequent generation stand a high probability of being impacted in the expressed genetics that are now handicapped due to their being impaired. The government has called me insane when they could not call me criminal. We all may be better off dead at this point. The food chain has become contaminated in shallow
onts and oil rigs carry many contaminates into the food chain. Nuclear war and testing is even worse. I was born impaired, overcame the impairments, was impaired again as an adult by abusive government officials and government healthcare officials and overcame the impairments.
If you consider a healthy persons DNA to be like a neatly arranged alphabet and spelling words in between that make sense, then if you consider the impact of radiation, it becomes a game of repetitive nonsense that is like schizophrenia. The cells under the impact of radiation often produce millions of abnormal cells when told to produce one normal cell. The human being when it in the ovaries and testicles is impacted in the torso and head, including internal viscera. I often look to God and wonder why. I try to remain upbeat. Their government abused me and no one cared. By the time they were done I was maimed. The USA lost war long ago. Those nuclear bombs that were tests were not tests but targeted weapons against us. The
world will know my math At 51 percent saturation of the human population with significant radio-active alteration of their DNA, their individual genomes, then human society will be destined to slip to a lower level than
currently experienced. Sickness, retardation, insanity, degradation of human society until it gives way to a lesser form of existence, a cave man, or perhaps nothing, back to being a retard dog among the sea of dogs of various other mammals, all impacted by human manipulations of the Earth
My painting and house talisman the Queerest of The Queer was analyzed by myself. I drew it when I was in a stroke condition after torture by corrupt Federal Officials assisting the thief Sheriff Jack Tillman of Mobile Alabama. I was investigating in addition murders associated with the new Gestapo banking regulators, murderers inc, the banking deregulators from D.C..
Both layers were painted when I was trying to recover. The bottom is of death and destruction or rebirth and the top layer is the ideation of peace and tranquility in the face of eternal war and defecation. In the painting The Blind Dog of Los Ange
les came across a Dier FAG(nickname for a USS Reid FFG 30 radiation victim) while sailors were being decapitated and the nuclear blast is in the background. 4-3-2-1, just lik
e the date I set up a corrupt Sheriff in a test of the federal dictators, the true international dictators over the USA. Here is a link to the painting of the Queerest of the Queer in a news blip on LA Indymedia and the p
ainting is on Quatrains 1 page of t
his Mobile Audit Club website.
Daily Foreword August 16, 2014: See the Blind Dog Of Los Angeles come green over the Dier Fag with Decapitated Sailors at Sea. It is in the Queerest of
the Queer Painting. Nuclear food never goes away. The Half Life is Centuries away. So as I ponder a catfish farm with a square head. Parc Glowa.
In the publicity about the shooting of the barb wire crown negro in old St Lou
is and the media there, the Brown boy, likely related to my collective family of suffering, should have just grown his own brew like the california Mexicans do. Their government went under in old St. Louis and D.C. and the mob boys and their appointments will have you chew a crack pipe and opium too.
Don't come out west with any ideas of a
ny thing. It is radio active and they have gone Mexican prison builder headed by international gestapo of various stripes linked through D.C.. Yours stripes will be blood red like all the other victims.
Daily Foreword August 15, 2014: We in the USA were over run militarily and many of us were exposed to radiation and have not been compensated. I have applied for a claim in 2014 but they should have told me what amount of radiation I was exposed to in 1983 in the Nuclear blast, likely submarine, in 1983 off of the California Coast most likely. My memory is returning. Psych ops were alleged by the Russians but who controls the USA? In Castle Bravo Shot and other nuclear tests in the 1950s USN servicemen were led into the blast zone as sacrifice and for experiments. We were not paid in 1983 for exposure whereas those from the 1950s were paid to my knowledge. When I try to get health care in the USA I am tortured since the USN work and the FDIC federal b
ank examiner work and investigative journalism on government crimes.
Is Healthcare or torture and maiming and continuation of the experiment upon us in the future? That is my question regarding state and federal health care in the USA for many of us. I have had tumors and other materially significant impact due to the radiation exposure. If I am not compensated,
I want those who exposed me to radiation to be executed internationally including those who controlled the torture of myself in 2001 in Los Angeles on April 23, 2001.
owing captain of the USS Reid FFG 30 sai
led past San Pedro at Point Fermin Park at close range only one time, and that was on the voyage I got off of that glowing radioactive garbage can and watched from my girlfriends apartment window in San Pedro where she saw the blast earlier in the year. Those other hapless sailors were likely taken back to the nuclear zone or at least near it. I suspect that some false identities have shown up briefly or perhaps temporarily as we on the USS Reid FFG 30 were treated to a show immediately after the nuc
lear blast by some foreign sailors. They were summoned to our vessel after a fight in a enlisted bar. The intent was to get them on the vessel to tell us something.
They were English and looked Italian and had a play. Our missile control tech or fire control tech as they were
known was portrayed by him with a woman who was a man. A voice in the background of British dialect said, "What the Bloody Hell", then another British accent said "If you say anything we will kill every one of you". I think they were setting us up to tell us some ships were likely commandeered and we could expect imposters in government. During the nuclear voyage in 1983 at the end of the voyage, there were two ships starboard far away. One's hall lights were on and I asked someone of higher rank why. He said they could be commande
ered, how would we know? Some strange shit happened to us here. We are locked out. Then he said, but look at us then, what are we? He held his arms out like he was crucified. The USA military is obsolete and likely controlled externally. Factionalized since World War II. The Germans were led to fight and the Japanese and the Americans. Bed
Time For Bonzo shoud be on USA currency.
Daily Foreword August 12, 2014: Some of the most vicious and indifferent acts against myself were by people who worked for the government of the USA. They took their orders from those who paid them to harm me. Those who gave those orders took money from those who control them. Those at the top are often predatory.
I at one time was living in Tiburon California where deceased actor Robin Williams house is located. I traveled to the area often since then. Recently I think I saw Robin Williams but did not recognize him. He was standing next to a limousine, smiled at me, then went to his limousine and said to me, "Kurt, I know where you ar
e going." He pointed to the sky and said,
"You are going to smoke a joint with a Nazi." Then he bent over grabbed his nuts and said "I am sorry about the radiation". I think he might have seen my comment that my captain in the USN lit a joint after a nuclear contamination zone was crossed in 1983. The Captain said, "Kurt, you can smoke a joint, the Germans won't mind". We had two shadow ships to our
starboard side. Psych ops or just sleepy time? I was too sick to my stomach from radiation for a joint. I was the sick bastard in a box.
It is my belief that many wealthy people and some not so wealthy are targeted to be killed or removed and their assets scattered and taken. In our era of computer communications and an aging and literate geriatric population that many will be preyed upon over the internet and in society. I think Robin Williams was led to his death if not directly murdered. The sour sickness and greed of our society leaves me wanting to wretch. TED!You better still be in DET!
Napoleon Dynomite or is it 48 hrs with Eddie Murphy. My life, from that little fag with a guitar dream Marilyn Manson as a teen in Long Beach to an alleged suicidal Robin Williams in Tiburon as an adult. Spider me shadow me sweet carol and make me a sweet melody and not a sacri
ficial lamb to be. I would like to ask that all grocery stores in the bay area offer free samples of liquor to the homeless alcoholics if their liquor aisle is mixed with food and water aisles. My favorite movie with Robin Williams was Bird Cage. For being killed, or led to his death, or just suicide, he is "Garbage, Stupid Girl". Music youtube.. Never expect peace in a predatory capitalist society. Find sanctuary, find shelter, take a look at the offerings by those within. Beware mon faire there's a rattle snake out there with human hare.
I have been tortured so many times by my alleged fellow man and have witnessed in recent history so much animal like aggression and lack of foresightedness as a species, that I will see the end of mankind as being the ape bed time story, "Bed Time For Bonzo." Like a Pantera Walk (music link).
Daily Foreword August 1
1, 2014: I contacted the Japanese at the JCCNC in San Francisco and several other Japanese groups about a nuclear bomb that was detonated and not spoken of in the Pacific off of the California Coast in 1983. I was rethinking if you went due West or South West of San Pedro California at Point Fermin Park you would
find the detonation area where I ventured in the USN in 1983, I think. There was a mention of Psych Ops by the Russians in the CIA Factbook during the alleged cold war in 1983. It is my belief that some of our shipmates were executed, 50 percent probability. We had fired missiles and from the exclamations I heard from Combat Informati
on Control near me, someone had been killed
or made a misfire. It was a yell like that when you find
you have chopped your mothers head off when thinking it was a burglar.
The captain knew our entire ship was obsolete when it was set afloat for war patrol in 1983. From space the war is waged. However with radiation all wars are obsolete unless the snakes radioactive head is pinned d
own while its fangs, its leadership, are severed from its body. It can and will happen, eventually, medussa. I see it as God's test for mankind. Perhaps we are just flatulence, his mind or his bowels can't stomach it, pure vile and evilness. I have encountered it in Southern California many times. I have also realized that those with peace and goal directed and intel
ligent activities are much wealthier, as in Northern California's technology sector of recent past. The sad part is that the lower sect controls the upper.
Many of us were harmed at birth. Many of us have been harmed by the international dictators who control the USA governments. It is a big mistake to trust them. The liquor sold legally by them should be sold only at liquor stores and we should avoid it. We should not work for them or go to them like an animal to be fed, but like a child who eats carrion radiation, or fresh caught seafood from various waters on Earth, they do not know what they do at the beginning. So let it end. So let it begin again. It is a natural course of events. Measurement of time over space to that end is unknown really. Much to the unknown, at least most people don't know and I know some things. I can look a mutt in the eye and know it is a mutt. I could look at a man and see a relic of time.
True Comedy. Recently I went into one of the large liquor dea
ling grocery stores with high security. When you enter, you have to walk down the liquor aisle to reach the milk at the end. When I was leaving a security man said he saw me drink from a bottle of liquor. I do not drink any alcohol. It makes people sick and insane and cause seizures in
the brain. I laughed at the security man and left. I should have brought an alcoholic friend back for "sample" time at the liquor store. Frock with an alcoholics son and you might find sour grapes.
Daily Foreword Au
gust 8, 2014: Where now
Gibraltar? The smile of California left my eyes when I remembered the nuclear disaster at sea I saw after the fact. I remember a bubble coming up from the sea and I remember a washdown and I was allowed to sleep. It was 1983 and I had not slept for days. My genitals were hot as I lay in the USN cot. The radiation felt like sunburn, painful. The food is contaminated increasingly as this disaster was not reported off of the California coas
t in 1983. Psych ops are likely being covered up. I later
her blast in 2004 in Oklahoma, smaller but about the size of an exploding spacecraft. Banking wars in the 1990s related or related perhaps to the war in the Pacific from 1983 and all of those since inception in 1941. I was told I survived an abortion but only after I was age 45 or 46 was I told.
I think it was a war time incident between 1940 and 1960 that altered me near
the time of birth or soon thereafter, perhaps in my mothers ovaries or my fathers testicles. He too had signs of radiation contamination after military service in the USA I believe. I was tortured later in the USA in 2001, shot up repeatedly including in 2004, and had been terminated like a bad bank examiner from the FDIC in due to my staying when others ran who were in the shadows of those knowing the routines of the banking w
ars during banking deregulation, which really started in 1992 with the FDICIA and the execution of the FDIC regional director in San Francisco.
Predators 2001, mind control 1983, wars eternal, and I have not been paid for that glowing radiation from 1983. I was told I should have taken the longtitude and latitude at the center of the square on the chart in 1983. Th
e forbidden zone, the place I did not have a need to know according to the occupying D.C. Dick on the Dier FAG WW 03 USS Reid FFG 30, but a woman can see explode from the shore in San Pedro near Pt. Fermin Park at Los Angeles Harbor and I was her witness. Many children have been impacted. Abortion seems like a good idea but I can't go back and I or we don't hold the blade then nor now. Did I survive? I was told once I did not bleed but I was young. I bleed now, like a stuck pig, but at one time I did not. How strange the altered state of mind. The officers and those commanding them would not let me navigate and guarded the charts and navigation radar from me, the Navigator and Quartermaster on a nuclear voyage after the blast.
Avoid the enemies traps. Teach the young not to drink and not to do drugs. Protect them from lies of the dictators and their predatory followers w
ho swallow us alive when they can. Never drop your guard. Never work for their military, any of them. They have all lost. New development of a new way to exist, and I know the weapon will be fight or flight, just as in the beginning. Here comes the charging rooster chicken. That is what primitive man is seen as in true moder
n warfare. We use to deep fry them, now we microwave them.
lt;p>Daily Foreword July 23, 2014: As my memory comes back on two nuclear areas or contamination zones in the USN in 1983, I have to rec
onsider how innocent I was and how the nuclear bomb zones were viewed by myself and others on the USS Reid FFG 30 Bridge, or pilot house as many know it. There were two bomb drop areas that we covered. I was exposed on the first and second bomb. On the first bomb or contamination area a bubble came up from the ocean. Many men had to swab the decks later but I was excused because I was already glowing with radiation.
On the second I mistakenly brought a cup of coff
ee to the bridge where I was soon ordered to dispose of it. I missed the call not to drink coffee on the bridge and was stopped after a half of a cup. I have had thyroid swe
lling since the incident and tumors and more. I am often threatened in California to this date and have been harmed there in 2001 and later as a result of my contact with the enemy of USA servicemen controlling the Los Angeles Courts with hidden hands from D.C. . I think some of our shipmates may have been executed in 1983 on the base. Their government on the West Coast views many of us as there enemy. But D.C. has control.
A Hawaiian ambas
sador told me that I should apply for a job at the prior FDIC chairwoman's bank from 2001, which is in Hawaii. I am often threatened in California and many factions are at war here. Many liars and cut throats. My verdict is not to kill unless killed. There are imposters and many threaten us and our families. I think their real estate is a bad bet. Not only is it radioactive but the factions are at war with each other and we are nothing as individuals. A war for the minds where all logical thought is lost would render people infantile and easy to control. A voice from the dead asked me to ask our captain from the USS Reid FFG 30, "How many people did the missiles fired from the USS Reid FFG 30 kill in 1983 captain? We fired missiles during the
week before the nuclear barrage in view of Los Angeles on a weekend, t
he nuclear bomb on a Saturday if I recall, in 1983.
My painting the Queerest of the Queer viewable on Quatrains 1 of this site or at LA Indymedia was originally a painting of San Francisco but after analysis and recovery from the stroke condition, I have determined it is a nuclear sun blast, a headless sailor, a post op transsexual Dier FAG of the FFG 30, our shipmat
e, rubbing a skid mark of feces from his canine shaped vagina and ass onto your lawn in Los Angeles California. Strike One the Blind Dog of LA howls, as it is the Blind Dog that is the Los Angeles populace that is the hill. Blind or your tongues cut out or both?. Logical thought, a river away, odor, right in front of you. A Day In The Life, the Beatles, Music.. I was told I wear this website like a target or those opposed to me use i
t. What they don't understand they will discover or re-learn time and again.
Daily Foreword July 22, 2014: The comedy of life is that it ends as it began. I may go to a Hollywood Meetup for comedy because I want to tell a sad comedy. I picture the guy with the old guy who my family says look like me. A ventriloquist puppet of an old pissed off man, so in a sense, the other half brained reflection. We can cover all of that sh-t we call life. Is Kurt crazy? Why is Kurt laughing? The shit you are smoking is radioactive. Welcome to Southern California. One Week in LA County Jail an
d you are one Chinese chicken, two daze the weak so LAVA sorry. Bare Naked Ladies One Week (music youtube)
A terrorist act warning should be given to those in the USA that the government sells guns to people in wild excitement and they terrorize innocent gun owners later for simple ownership. It is a common practice. That is why I recomme
nd avoid those terrorist areas or finding new methods. There is no mercy among piranhas and that is how those foreigners in police and government judge robes treat us common Americans. They import Chinese Assault Rifles by the thousands to a closed down Long beach Naval Station for resale. Meanwhile this veteran who witnessed a nuclear disaster area left from Terminal Island in Long Beach in 1983 and was radiated and owned guns before and after enlistment. I now discourage due to torture and maiming by factions at war against the common. The final comedian will say in an effeminate voice, I saw the tird fall from Yahweh's ass. I have contacted the Mexican documentary kings and queens and the Peruvian government and media about the unannounced n
uclear blast of 1983.
t;p> As the Navigator and Quartermaster on the USS Reid FFG 30 who was taken from navigation duties, I want the coordinates, the latitude and longtitude of the nuclear blast. CIA Factbook 1983 mentions psych ops that year. My Italian girlfriend said she thought I was dead on that voyage. I thought we were out 17 days.
She said we were ought over a month or three months. I want payme
nt in guaranteed safe medical care. I would put General Kurtz in charge of
that hospital. I could act it out as a pure vegetarian.
Daily Foreword July 21, 2014: Those moments of lucidity in the dream called life, I will often follow an idea of suicide for a price and avoid the flame as close as possible. Being a dodge ball champ and first class burner and high steel walker, I thought I was invincible. Radiation taught me otherwise. The unspo
ken wars made me realize their time has died. We were led in like goats for the slaughter, a mimick attack. I always wondered about sacrifice by venom order.
Sometimes I ask, was I devoured? If it don't pay, don't do it. Its an anthem for the control of insanity borne of starvation and masked as human emotion. I am the devoid at times. Brain dead, seer, sear, ser meaning to be. The translucence of time and change and the harsh realities of our fragile minds. The eternal war, the worm flicking at the end of the wire. To prepare for any future war, you have to prepare for control of the mind or to stop them from controlling your mind. I was knocked unconscious and have scars and such on the skull, even being told I was an abortion survivor by a Dr. after mother was long gone. The war for the mind, the scars, I laugh now when I see my enemies crushed but then again, so pointless the average human, cooked alive and not even knowing in what he stews. To cut the wires you need space to practice pointless exercise in directing charges and such. Its a ridiculous game but guns are for ametuers and they are traps set by those who want to own your mind, a
nd your body, and because
they have you, you have lost your soul or they took your mind with it. Psychops 1983 in the Pacific against USN sailors, many now sick due to exposure. Warfare in banking deregulation starting with the whacking of the San Francisco FDIC Head a
t the start of the FDIC Improvement Act of 1992, officially declared deregulation in 1999. To cut the wires you will need tricks. Remember the Wire. Those of us injected are better off dead or perhaps already dead in some ways and ready to asce
rtain if no wires present.
The absurdity of California is in their blatant lies, much like Alabama and the USA or any public image of any nation for that matter. Someone once said I use instincts in investigations like an animal. That is absurd. I
am educated like that of a Dr. and as fearless as a suicide candidate in a nuclear battl
e field. I was looking forward to death in 1983 and in , and all I saw was a nuclear bubble from below and a shit load of radiation in 1983. I also saw a bunch of insane mayhem in 1999 and arou
nd my two favorite bosses, the ARD F DIC nuts Kenny Barbie and Sweat Ferryl. Both of their bosses I wanted to hold in my cusp and whisper, f-ck me? If so, f- me to the end of time. Don't you look forward to the jolt?. A jolt that is a dud is a dolt.
I knew a man once who was crippled by a fatal disease, a preventable disease, because his parents did not trust modern medicine or its inventors. Were the parents right or wrong? Only time will tell, but from a genetics perspective his genes would be swamped if h
is were the only perfect ones remaining Here
is a joke, I joined the navy to save my teeth and get them repaired. My teeth got repaired then I got tumors from radiation exposure and other maladies you do not want to know. Then the dictators over banking oversight had my teeth knocked out in jail when I tried to stop a Sheriff from starving the men in his jail due to the Sheriffs thievery and I was investigating murder in the banking regulatory business. I could have had it so easy, perhaps, perhaps not. Their lies, our naivete, swim in radioactive wat
er, its not just a job, its an adventure Karlson, if you are alive. Lost and Found bs. California is like Alabama in its vicious ways. I laugh at Armegeddon and say, get parc glowa soup?.
The loss of the Glass-Steagall Act turned the USA banking system into a clay pigeon that will be baked for shooting and harvest daily until it crumbles. Imagine holding your breath in a financial war and you are hooked up to the head out there somewhere beyond the border. The blood does not flow like it did. The dictators we have are demons remote and sometimes I see a plane go down or a murder and I ask, were those bastards and bitches killed? Sometimes I see a poor bastard running for his life and the news says he has done something. You can never tell real
ly. For many of us this world is Hell. Beware of California. Its prejudices a
re no different than Alabama. The world is at war for many of us, maimed at birth, let the mercy bus ride. I saw a gun advertisement for assault rifles in Merced California on the highway. Do not own one. It is an idiots weapon. Our enemies among us either kill us with them or incriminate. It is the California Gestapo and D.C. Gestapo way. Let it rain bullets they say. Just one thing. They will kill you in California. Never trust their military. They are not defended here.
In Queer Speak, Get Soup. Po us teg, teg w
hich means fair which translated means ria or where the waters come together. The beginning the middle the end. Human species eats lead now and then in the ebb and flow of the river.
Daily Foreword July 18, 2014: Recently I joined a Hollywood Meetup for comedians. Kurt Brown Dirt Brown Like a Clown From A Hole In the Ground. Can I be your childhood friend? I have allegedly survived an abortion and I have surviv
ed two nuclear blasts, one fairly close, neither disclosed of which I am aware. I have developed cryptic speech with the dead, one.
My memory started coming back from a forced injections stroke by federally approved officials. The injections in 2001 and 2004 and the memory coming back completely in 2014 from the stroke induced by those forced injections. The nuclear bomb in the Pacific viewable from LA in 1983 and from the USS Reid FFG 30 bridge wings afterward during the following week. The banking wars during deregulation in 1992 and 1999 and 2001 was mayhem and madness and murder. I was put there because I am not right. They know who to hire and when. Smart enough to
go in and dumb enough not to turn back. That is me.
As my memory came back it was like a reel in time, from 2014 to 2001, then to 1983, then I remembered the claim that I was an abortion survivor by a Dr. Then I remembered before the human species, the indifference, the knowledge. The human species is sad and pathetic. The smartest mind cracks the atom
and gives us nuclear war. We know we want to kill each other or have sex, we are cannibals with appetites beyond carnage, carnal knowledge. The travesty is that nuclear bombs and radiation have a tendency to crack the genetic code of all subsequent humans and mathematically will be spread in greater percentage of disability across the entire human genome.
I truly felt sorrow and honored when I recently saw a Japanese Rock Band with Yimoshiro Imawano play Summertime Blues, a song protesting nuclear power plants, and one of the guitar riffs was on my exact guitar and with my notes from one of several songs I have written. The gun emulation by the g
uitarist in a way shows how different bullets are from radiation alteration of the human g
enome, or a complete DNA set for a human and for the human species in total.
Comedy on the USS Reid FFG 30 the Dier Fag WW 03 was throwing guns and computers overboard and calling each other queer.
Daily Foreword July 17, 2014: Without healthcare that is safe, many of us are hopeless under the government curfew. Many of
us are better off dead since birth. We should form our own gr
oups and avoi
d those traps among us set by the predatory sect for their own profits. The only law that ever mattered was the most basic of the bare boned orthodox laws. We have a nation of venom instead of a nation of healthcare. The USA is a disparate place and many of us are at the bottom of all things, some are in the middle, and then there are those at the top of their various factions. A
factionalized Earth. Was I hit in the head with psych ops in 1983? The tumors and such were always downplayed and almost seen as not to be mentioned by those in federal healthcare. Before you pick up that pen to sign with that government, you may consider a shortcut and put a gun to your head or tie a yellow ribbon round the old oak tree and slip away like a buttered bean.
Daily Foreword July 16, 2014: For those of us who invent and discover, many of us are called insane. Mathematical proofs and evidence make our claims irrefutable and even then we are called insane. Galileo Galilei was jailed for heresy and called insane by the government types. I have pulled out the Betz Equation as it relates to the timing of nuclear blasts and I have theorized the space construction and earth warship of the future and present, the Yu Zhendong. Both are detailed on this site.
Like a man in a braille box I search for answers in the unknown. I began to realize that names turned around and numbers as well, inside queer speak could be revealed. The USS Reid FFG 30 became the USS dieR Fag WW 03. As I pondered world war 4 I searched for and found the USS Halyburton FFG 40. Therefore renamed USS KNot Rub Yah FAG WW 04. It
is ironic not to rub the USS Halyburton since the Dier Fag was radioactive after 1983 and our nuclear voyage. Cooked in my shoe soles. I picture myself as the lone guinea pig on the bridge of the USS Reid FFG 30 while the ship ran on remote control to the detonation zone in the Pacific viewable from Los Angeles. I could have called the ship USS Knot Ruby LA FAG WW 04. The captain said we fired exploding bullets and mumbled we might as well be firing shit. Oh R
Daily Foreword July 15, 2014: For many of us in the USA, the government has become a ruthless advocate of terror and profiteering against us. Many of us veterans were put into a nuclear zo
ne without the government telling us how much radiation we were exposed to in 1983. Also when I
was seeking medical care at Flagstaff Medical Center in Arizona I was knocked unconscious and maimed in 2004. It started due to my investigating government crimes and criminals and I was first tortured in Los Angeles California a few years earlier and put on the hoo
k by our enemies in California and D.C. federal government control. Many of us federal bank examiners were outcast or murdered without notice or altered in some fashion and journalists are often now killed if freelance investigative journalists. I came to realize in federal banking regulation that money is the root of all evil and large sums of money bring the most advanced evil that money can buy, cutting edge weaponry and tools used for deception and the other factor is collusion. Also the modern soldier is obsolete. I encourage you not to jump in.
ntly saw a TV commercial for the US Navy and the old slogan that lured me in came back, "It is not just a job, it is an adventure." My response is go AWOL. The water the US Navy seal was swimming in was radioactive and as he lurked in the water, they cooked his nuts. That is what happened to many of us on the USS Reid FFG 30. I used art to bring back memories of a nuclear blast, a blast I had forgotten due to the stroke induced by those in power in the U
SA government who forcibly injected me in 2001 and 2004. I have a claim pending for radiation as my memory returned on the USN radiation voyage in 1983. My tumors were there within a year of exposure and the birth defects of children were there after 1983 for myself due to radiation. In 2004 I was knocked unconscious with forced injections for no reason other than torture disguised as healthcare at Flagstaff Medical Center in Arizona. They may have made it so I can not have children or they may have put a marking tag or done other things to me. We are enemies with the dictators over predatory capitalism international.
If I was guaranteed safe healthcare, I would work for a dictator by slitting the throats of those who tried to stop us from obtaining hea
lth care and not torture and abuse and maiming. When I was young I feared nuclear war,
but deep down I had a feeling by the time I was old I would welcome global nuclear war. It takes away the suffering if amped up against the beasts of the Earth and their suffering convicts at birth.
Daily Foreword July 14, 2014: In my travels I perceive characters. Mt. Diablo is one of those places I perceive the Indian part of my father speaking to me about the white man and all of those who surround the Indian in this now savage land. Father says to me from on high Mt. Diablo, "F-DIC Son with a quarter in your pocket, the world has gone mad. Fracking
rockets killed the electronics through the Tectonic plate leading to Westwood where you were tortured at LA VA Westwood by a federal agent. I told you not to trust the white man. Our war has yet to begin again. Yet we are dead at an early age, often crippled at birth by radiation in the food and air and through those torturous forced injections as you received by those federal employees in Los Angeles and those state officials in Flagstaff ordered by the federal officials in Los Angeles and D.C. The white man has made the mountain mad as it is red today, the land is dry and on fire like never before. It is time for me to go back over the mountain from where I came. "
I reply, "I saw you today father and they maimed you before you were born and then you died young and yet, you live in my mind on Mt. Diablo". My father replies, "Read speak freak, queer speak, the head, the explosion the blind dog that is Los Angeles." I reply, "you are speaking of the Queerest of the Queer painting I crafted into a house talisman." My Indian father replies, "Ye
s, the painting is fit for a New Orleans whore house. You should put it on the bedroom wall and let post op trans sexuals mount you from the top. Ram it in". I reply to father, "Ghost rider father? Is it good father?". Father replies, "you must always wear a condom with post op trans sexual men. Their legs are strong like a bull and their breath is twice as bad and their mouths are large like their anuses." I reply "Father I hear a song in the death valley." Father replies, "Of course I kid you son, New Orleans does not have post op transsexuals in abundance like San Francisco where the blind and the erect are often deceived until it is too late. Lets go East anyway son, and the path does not lead to a New Orleans whorehouse of post op transsexuals for you my wandering son, lets follow Ruby. (youtube music link) and make more young.
Daily Foreword July 11, 2014: The USA should be avoided if you can do so. We were over run. Many of us were born maimed, as far back as I can see, starting in profusion likely in the 1940's and by the 1960's we were the second generation to get hit in a row, or a roe, depending o
I was put into a nuclear fallout, or bubble up, zone in the USN in 1983 and was not compensated or notified of the horror of it. I had to be awakened by a series of horrific events and the final recovery of my memory. I want to be sick and puke in the government's face and those who harass me in American society. We a
re injected forcib
ly when seeking healthcare and robbed, especially if we struggle against tyranny un
der the regime. The wealthy areas are often hostile to the poor unless you have a job such as maid or gardener. Many attack each other for pay in the crowded areas of the South West. They are paid while we bleed. There is always hope for the end, drought, plague, famine, nuclear and micro-organ
ism contamination and cleavage of the human genome to nothing. Beware of California, sadistically attractive and equally ravaging. The USA is controlled in most part externally.
When young I realized I have always had premonitions or hunches about things really. The Earth is a living Hell from our perspective, for many of us, from before birth. I am as indifferent as a holocaust camp inhabitant.
It is odd how I used my art to uncover subconscious memories cut out by stroke from forced injections and torture. I am in a horrible state really. A rut, a hole I can not escape, except perhaps, a miracle, and miracle's don't happen when things get mean. The Queerest of the Queer Paining on Quatrains 1 shows a dual layer painting. The underside is my mind crushed but alive. On the top is the manifestation of the nuclear blast 1983 viewable from LA, the decapitation of heads and the emptying of bowels both in the USA military and in the USA federal banking regulatory industry, particularly the F-DIC head circa 1992 FDICIA time. My stroke, the head, the bowels evacuating, the invading horde in government and healthcare torturing and maiming us and robbing us. The blast from the past. Beware in the USA. You are best to avoid all government and all of their government h
ealthcare, even if it kills you. At least you won't live the lie that they care in health care. The USA is the laughable joke.
In closing a truth based comedy. I have asked a writer at the Aspens Writers Conference group to assist me in writing the sequel to the future based on the past. I have acquired the ability to influence the anti-matter, the nobody, the nothing, by linking the living test material to the d
ead. What is next in my memory. I have gone back in time, FDIC 1999, USN 1983, and now the failed birth the death the horizon, the bitter end. We should avoid
the traps of society, drugs and alcohol but like children, their heads bent down to take a sip of the u
nder caste, the maimed, the deformed, the augmented mass that remained of humanity. I was offered a sit down with a Hunter S. Thompson character, the author, but he is dead. His wallet so putrid in Madrid I dread Malibu.
Daily Foreword July 7, 2014: In mathematical estimation of the species probability of s
urvival some things are simple. When I see the unreported nuclear blast from 1983 in the Pacific Ocean with a flash of light viewable from Los Angeles, I realize that nuclear contamination of food sources and the public itself in the soils and air and water may be greater than estimated. The worst problem is congenital abnormality and the wrecking of the pairing of genomes with subjugation of greater characteristics and the amplification of lesser characteristics. A train wreck of the human genome, the entire population, if 51% of the population suffers genetic alteration of their young due to contamination of a materially signi
ficant quantity, meaning a higher than ordinary abnormality rate. This could be computed against various factors impacted including intelligence and the immune system. A lesser animal at the end of the line or none at all. The same facet as the dinosaur we the humans share. The impact of radiation is the most obscene, right next to not having young at all.
You Are Always On My Mind (music youtube) Strawberry Fields (music youtube). Frankie Goes to Hollywood (music youtube). Those in power have always called mankind's true martyrs insane, and if I am insane I must be in a coma, a dream within a dream, so the children think, sow the children think, to dream, to analyze, to fetish. The adult end to the child dream or is it the
nightmare sequel geneticist? Like a train hurdling down the track at 1000 mph, no remorse, no
relief, no contemplation, no tracks, only insane smiles amid insane grief. Smile the Mobile Audit Club train gets no breaks, or is that has no brakes?. The insane of Southern California have always amazed me. Now their fish glow at the aquarium radioactive. The moon fish died recently as it sang to us. You Are My Sunshine, glowing there in the aquarium this glowing cow looking fish with huge eyes peering at me. It died that night, belly up they say, because the fish loved to be meat in that pin, bellow up. Dinette? Ganesh
Either Youtube has developed technical problems or their legal team had to shut it down due to being treated like the Soggy Bottom Boys by the larger professional guillotines of mass media mayhem.
Daily Foreword July 2, 2014: In the recollection of war and the reinvention of war, I have considered the fact that wars can be won or lost and most would not know who was in charge until key fundamental changes occur, where the innocent are killed and robbed and maimed while the guilty are rewarded.
In the USA Navy the people started playing games towards the end of the Falklands Islands War in 1983 that was reminiscent of war. Our ship had a party where all were ordered to attend at the end of the war. I had seen a nuclear incident from shore and had a washdown at sea afterward when I went to see it. It was not the USA's war. During the war or at the end and near the time of the nuclear incident a British vessel was at Long Beach, CA Naval Station. AT the party to celebrate the end of the war and all sailors of the USS R
eid FFG 30 were ordered to attend, a man was sitting in a chair. I asked one of the sailors where was the captain.