Daily Foreword August 16, 2014: One thing the Russian poor knew is that those of the wealth in the big homes were often like the hounds from hell. That is why most people did not care when those at the top were killed during the revolution and to some extent I see those pinnacles of power in cities like Los angeles controlled internationally as being in the same position, including those who own them in D.C. The top of the Earth is now Switzerland for the Western Europeans and those in the USA. Why? The Earth was divided and conquered. You make a big mistake trusting any large government as mankind is predatory and very few are truly aware of the ignornace of the collective of man. See the Blind Dog Of Los Angeles come green over the Dier Fag with Decapitated Sailors at Sea. It is in the Queerest of the Queer Painting. Nuclear food never goes away. The Half Life is Centuries away. So as I ponder a catfish farm with a square head. Parc Glowa.
In the bally who about the shoot of the crown negro in old St Louis and the media there, the Brown boy, likely related, should have just grown his own brew like the california Mexicans do. Their government went under the mob boys and they will have you chew a crack pipe and opium too. Watch out for their various gestapo tactics in California and D.C. government. Don't come out west with any ideas of any thing. It is radio active and they have gone Mexican prison builder headed by international gestapo of various stripes. Yours are red like all the other victims. If you want to let it grow negro honkey in old st. louis, then take a hint from that other Mexican in Colorado. The Captain don't mind and neither do the Germans, or the Nazis in the sky according to actor Robin Williams as he confided in me and obviously don't mind either. Alcohol and other hard drugs are sold to us who make us lose everything. I think if old St. Louis burned a bottle of booze they should have given three sips to the man with the homeless missing finger ring.
Daily Foreword August 15, 2014: We in the USA were over run militarily and many of us were exposed to radiation and have not been compensated. I have applied for a claim in 2014 but they should have told me what amount of radiation I was exposed to in 1983 in the Nuclear blast, likely submarine, in 1983 off of the California Coast most likely. My memory is returning. Psych ops were alleged by the Russians but who controls the USA? In Castle Bravo Shot and other nuclear tests in the 1950s USN servicemen were led into the blast zone as sacrifice and for experiments. We were not paid in 1983 for exposure whereas those from the 1950s were paid to my knowledge. When I try to get health care in the USA I am tortured since the USN work and the FDIC federal bank examiner work and investigative journalism on government crimes.
Is Healthcare or torture and maiming and continuation of the experiment upon us in the future? That is my question regarding state and federal health care in the USA for many of us. I have had tumors and other materially significant impact due to the radiation exposure. If I am not compensated, I want those who exposed me to radiation to be executed internationally including those who controlled the torture of myself in 2001 in Los Angeles on April 23, 2001.
The glowing captain of the USS Reid FFG 30 sailed past San Pedro at Point Fermin Park at close range only one time, and that was on the voyage I got off of that glowing radioactive garbage can and watched from my girlfriends apartment window in San Pedro where she saw the blast earlier in the year. Those other hapless sailors were likely taken back to the nuclear zone or at least near it. I suspect that some false identities have shown up briefly or perhaps temporarily as we on the USS Reid FFG 30 were treated to a show immediately after the nuclear blast by some foreign sailors. They were summoned to our vessel after a fight in a enlisted bar. The intent was to get them on the vessel to tell us something.
They were English and looked Italian and had a play. Our missile control tech or fire control tech as they were known was portrayed by him with a woman who was a man. A voice in the background of British dialect said, "If you say anything we will kill every one of you". I think they were setting us up to tell us some ships were likely commandeered and we could expect imposters. During the nuclear voyage at the end there were two ships starboard far away. One's hall lights were on and I asked someone of higher rank why. He said they could be commandeered, how would we know? Some strange shit happened to us here. We are locked out. Then he said, but look at us then, what are we? He held his arms out like he was crucified. The USA military is obsolete and likely controlled externally. Factionalized since World War II. The Germans were led to fight and the Japanese and the Americans. Bed Time For Bonzo shoud be on USA currency.
Daily Foreword August 12, 2014: Some of the most vicious and indifferent acts against myself were by people who worked for the government of the USA. They took their orders from those who paid them to harm me. Those who gave those orders took money from those who control them. Those at the top are often predatory.
I at one time was living in Tiburon California where deceased actor Robin Williams house is located. I traveled to the area often since then. Recently I think I saw Robin Williams but did not recognize him. He was standing next to a limousine, smiled at me, then went to his limousine and said to me, "Kurt, I know where you are going." He pointed to the sky and said, "You are going to smoke a joint with a Nazi." Then he bent over grabbed his nuts and said "I am sorry about the radiation". I think he might have seen my comment that my captain in the USN lit a joint after a nuclear contamination zone was crossed in 1983. The Captain said, "Kurt, you can smoke a joint, the Germans won't mind". We had two shadow ships to our starboard side. Psych ops or just sleepy time? I was too sick to my stomach from radiation for a joint. I was the sick bastard in a box.
It is my belief that many wealthy people and some not so wealthy are targeted to be killed or removed and their assets scattered and taken. In our era of computer communications and an aging and literate geriatric population that many will be preyed upon over the internet and in society. I think Robin Williams was led to his death if not directly murdered. The sour sickness and greed of our society leaves me wanting to wretch. TED!You better still be in DET!
Napoleon Dynomite or is it 48 hrs with Eddie Murphy. My life, from that little fag with a guitar dream Marilyn Manson as a teen in Long Beach to an alleged suicidal Robin Williams in Tiburon as an adult. Spider me shadow me sweet carol and make me a sweet melody and not a sacrificial lamb to be. I would like to ask that all grocery stores in the bay area offer free samples of liquor to the homeless alcoholics if their liquor aisle is mixed with food and water aisles. My favorite movie with Robin Williams was Bird Cage. For being killed, or led to his death, or just suicide, he is "Garbage, Stupid Girl". Music youtube.. Never expect peace in a predatory capitalist society. Find sanctuary, find shelter, take a look at the offerings by those within. Beware mon faire there's a rattle snake out there with human hare.
I have been tortured so many times by my alleged fellow man and have witnessed in recent history so much animal like aggression and lack of foresightedness as a species, that I will see the end of mankind as being the ape bed time story, "Bed Time For Bonzo." Like a Pantera Walk (music link).
Daily Foreword August 11, 2014: I contacted the Japanese at the JCCNC in San Francisco and several other Japanese groups about a nuclear bomb that was detonated and not spoken of in the Pacific off of the California Coast in 1983. I was rethinking if you went due West or South West of San Pedro California at Point Fermin Park you would find the detonation area where I ventured in the USN in 1983, I think. There was a mention of Psych Ops by the Russians in the CIA Factbook during the alleged cold war in 1983. It is my belief that some of our shipmates were executed, 50 percent probability. We had fired missiles and from the exclamations I heard from Combat Information Control near me, someone had been killed or made a misfire. It was a yell like that when you find you have chopped your mothers head off when thinking it was a burglar.
The captain knew our entire ship was obsolete when it was set afloat for war patrol in 1983. From space the war is waged. However with radiation all wars are obsolete unless the snakes radioactive head is pinned down while its fangs, its leadership, are severed from its body. It can and will happen, eventually, medussa. I see it as God's test for mankind. Perhaps we are just flatulence, his mind or his bowels can't stomach it, pure vile and evilness. I have encountered it in Southern California many times. I have also realized that those with peace and goal directed and intelligent activities are much wealthier, as in Northern California's technology sector of recent past. The sad part is that the lower sect controls the upper.
Many of us were harmed at birth. Many of us have been harmed by the international dictators who control the USA governments. It is a big mistake to trust them. The liquor sold legally by them should be sold only at liquor stores and we should avoid it. We should not work for them or go to them like an animal to be fed, but like a child who eats carrion radiation, or fresh caught seafood from various waters on Earth, they do not know what they do at the beginning. So let it end. So let it begin again. It is a natural course of events. Measurement of time over space to that end is unknown really. Much to the unknown, at least most people don't know and I know some things. I can look a mutt in the eye and know it is a mutt. I could look at a man and see a relic of time.
True Comedy. Recently I went into one of the large liquor dealing grocery stores with high security. When you enter, you have to walk down the liquor aisle to reach the milk at the end. When I was leaving a security man said he saw me drink from a bottle of liquor. I do not drink any alcohol. It makes people sick and insane and cause seizures in the brain. I laughed at the security man and left. I should have brought an alcoholic friend back for "sample" time at the liquor store. Frock with an alcoholics son and you might find sour grapes.
Daily Foreword August 8, 2014: Where now Gibraltar? The smile of California left my eyes when I remembered the nuclear disaster at sea I saw after the fact. I remember a bubble coming up from the sea and I remember a washdown and I was allowed to sleep. It was 1983 and I had not slept for days. My genitals were hot as I lay in the USN cot. The radiation felt like sunburn, painful. The food is contaminated increasingly as this disaster was not reported off of the California coast in 1983. Psych ops are likely being covered up. I later saw another blast in 2004 in Oklahoma, smaller but about the size of an exploding spacecraft. Banking wars in the 1990s related or related perhaps to the war in the Pacific from 1983 and all of those since inception in 1941. I was told I survived an abortion but only after I was age 45 or 46 was I told.
I think it was a war time incident between 1940 and 1960 that altered me near the time of birth or soon thereafter, perhaps in my mothers ovaries or my fathers testicles. He too had signs of radiation contamination after military service in the USA. I was tortured later in the USA in 2001, shot up repeatedly including in 2004, and had been terminated like a bad bank examiner from the FDIC in 2000 due to my staying when others ran who were in the shadows of those knowing the routines of the banking wars during banking deregulation, which really started in 1992 with the FDICIA and the execution of the FDIC regional director in San Francisco.
Predators 2001, mind control 1983, wars eternal, and I have not been paid for that glowing radiation from 1983. I was told I should have taken the longtitude and latitude at the center of the square on the chart in 1983. The forbidden zone, the place I did not have a need to know according to the occupying D.C. Dick on the Dier FAG WW 03 USS Reid FFG 30, but a woman can see explode from the shore in San Pedro near Pt. Fermin Park at Los Angeles Harbor and I was her witness. Many children have been impacted. Abortion seems like a good idea but I can't go back and I or we don't hold the blade then nor now. Did I survive? I was told once I did not bleed but I was young. I bleed now, like a stuck pig, but at one time I did not. How strange the altered state of mind. The officers and those commanding them would not let me navigate and guarded the charts and navigation radar from me, the Navigator and Quartermaster on a nuclear voyage after the blast.
In some way I try to see what God is teaching me. He is teaching me to accept the finality of death and the celebration of the last whisper of life. The radiation was more like a shotgun blast as I was awakened. Our hell, whose heaven? In a comedy scene I envision, I see little me, the non bleeder with a sharp edge shaving blade showing off to a Nigerian Yoruban in Prichard Alabama my skills. I cut my throat and it does not bleed, I cut my hand and it does not bleed, but the chain scar on my ankle appears macerated. I say to him, if you stick around I will be a news reporter for World War III. Cut new mask here. Here you try it. Comedia in Hollywood.
Daily Foreword August 5, 2014: Upon analysis of the USA and the ongoing war we have been in since World War II and all subsequent Asiatic and now Middle Eastern wars, I have concluded that old Grand dad lost one, or we never pulled out of the dive. We are still in a war on the West Coast of the USA and in D.C. and in good ole boy Alabama. The USA was torn asunder for many of us and their military uses the American populace like a lesser animal and sometimes a guinea pig or human for torture or sacrifice. Stay away from the traps of predatory capitalism. Also realize that in increasing technology and also in technical warfare against the populace, new sets of variables are re-enforcing the old. Let us hope our military dictator, and our ring of outcast USA citizens can grasp the international dictators by their heads and pinch them off like shrimp or bulls for slaughter. We are being torn asunder, prisoners on prison planet Earth. Their war is not ours. If they are killed, it does not matter if the USA falls. We should put our own bulls up top, after all, theirs are leaving us maimed when many of us seek healthcare in the USA. If you get tumors they will not acknowledge they are from radiation. They look away. If you get thyroid conditions, they look away. If you want to join their military, save yourself and blow your brains out with a handgun. The war was lost long ago in that realm of the battlefield. Bitter sweet is a global war. I would lose many loved ones and friends but on the other hand my enemies would be burned on their own stakes.
Daily Foreword August 4, 2014: I contacted Bank of Hawaii today to see about work or a coffee clutch with my former co-worker at the FDIC. I want a peck of military contracted radiation tumors removed and perhaps a sweet deal on a foreclosed home. In other matters, I contemplated the soft nuclear bomb today, a sort of thin bubble with powerful origination and final exterior self sustaining with transient state electrical charge capable of being sustained, therefore the eternal bubble, running at your brain's hertz could leave you stunned a bit, perhaps. I have considered a trip to the Gaza strip. As the old Indian said in LIttle Big Man, This looks like a good day to die. I have waited for that day on three occasions. The Flagstaff Medical Center did not give me enough jolt or juice per the orders of the last dictators in 2004. They should kill us if they are going to inject us and electrocute us because if we survive we usually want those who did those things to us to suffer the same fate and degradation. Never fear nuclear war or medical torture. Its a trip.
Often I think of the travels of Buddha and Jesus. Our lives are in a way similar. Buddha nor Jesus never spoke of being maimed in the mind as in warfare as an adult or at birth through attacks of various sorts. My strangest omen is a layered image I drew that eventually allowed me to remember a nuclear blast and details surrounding it. The Queerest of the Queer image on Quatrains 1 is an image that in my mind was like a rattlesnake coiling and turning on itself underneath and on the surface trying to speak, sometimes in comic relief, on the misery and travels of the past.
I joined the Navy to see WW III. I joined the Navy to get my teeth fixed. What better place than Hollywood to join the Navy. Where is Karlson's friend, Hollywood. The ominous Dier Criminal Fag Hollywood Set WW III, or the USS Reid FFG 30 as those simple innocents saw it. We all amounted to nothing, most of us maimed now who were topside, and nobody recalling anything. Some killed most likely and of course there is the imposter to follow as portrayed by our mates in the play as we ate on the ship after the nuclear blam. The whole world is a stage. The whole world is a battlefield, unless quarantined in some fashion. This sh-t is in God's hands said the apes. Teeth taste good Jack.
In comedy skit, I often have a sort of prayer or reversal of truth in my torture and maiming, instead of myself, being injected and tortured repeatedly with government approval in the South West USA, I have found the switch flipped. The power to electrocute me now electrocutes them, the needles injected into me are bent into half bows, as I would never torture those of the same flesh with them, but I would electrocute them to death for leaving me maimed. But who? Imposters and those truly responsible escape notice while those who are responsible move among us. Beware of the West Coast of the USA. Beware of the USA. They are controlled externally and many have been killed since World War II. What happened was the Asians were separated from the people of the West coast and fighting ensued. We in the USA are too diverse for a prolonged war of that sort. The war ended when we were being led to innocent deaths in alleged nuclear tests and alleged fights. The comedy of death is in the remains we all come to know.
Daily Foreword August 1, 2014: As my memory returns on a nuclear blast in the Pacific during 1983, I will reveal some key details. The blast was kept quiet by those who had control of the USA government and media in Los Angeles. At sea in the Pacific, after the blast on a later voyage, I was told by an officer on the bridge that an area had recently been quarantined off for fishing. That was in 1983. It was a large square off of the California coast, far out in the deep, and it was not far from Southern California if I recall. When the officer who was telling me about it and who started to elaborate, another officer of government dick told him that I did not have the need to know. So if they tell you the radiation is due to that Japan incident. You won't have to go far out to sea. It is common knowledge for some. My girlfriend who witnessed the blast drew an image in the sky to show me what it looked like. She drew what she called a curly Q or as I would call it, a flying kazoo shape that was likely a submarine or a missile hold.
Psych ops are alleged in a CIA factbook report from 1983 regarding missile launches and the cold war between the USA and Russia allegedly. My memory is out on some parts of the voyages. The radiation thing leaves you in a sweat hard to forget. My ship went out over it. I am very sick from tumors and thyroid conditions and I was tortured when I sought federal and then state health care in 2001 and 2004 after I was a federal bank examiner in an agency being over run with crime and murder from my perspective.
Albert Einstein put himself into a trance or an altered state to find out his ideas in creation. Perhaps we should practice memory recall after psych ops. Are those forced medical procedures to make us lose our minds? LA VA Westwood in Lon Angeles in 2001 and Flagstaff Medical Center in 2004. Beware of the war criminal state of unequal laws and unequal treatment. Beware of radiation. Where is there purity in the land and soil? Even the cows have gone mad.
Daily Foreword July 27, 2014: If you are ever taken to court, take the fifth amendment and remain silent until in front of a jury. A war is always waging and those in the legal profession lay legal traps for those of us they want removed or destroyed or highlighted for others to see in an adverse light and then there of those in that war is in all wars, an outsiders chance you will find a merciful sort who will wage the war from within on your behalf and spare your life. ...
When I was knocked unconscious and put under electric shock at Flagstaff Medical Center in 2004 I was likely tortured with prolonged jolts to the brain excluding the chemicals that knocked me unconscious. The laugh is a lie away. Our world is in a sort of Hell and without divine knowledge those who lack it at the top are over ridden. I was maimed at birth recovered and maimed as an adult. I would have considered the completion of the first round to have been a mercy killing and the completion of the second round to have been equalizing. They are at war with us. We should be trying to equal the equation for them.
They double deal laws to rob us and our people. They double cross us to leave us maimed and robbed. A war was lost. I was told to major in law but I do not trust their government buildings. They blew an F'DIC Head's Head off. They lead generation after generation into unsafe and known toxic nuclear areas. In the 1980s the acknowledgement of nuclear blasts became something the government did not speak of. I remember speaking on the ship about the fact that news teams were likely covering a nuclear blast in the Pacific in 1983, someone said that they were not going to cover it in 1983. They tortured me with their alleged medicine in 2001 and maimed me completely in 2004. I pray for God to even the score, but like someone in thirst, they laugh and fire fails to even the score or provide healthcare. Death is preferable to being captured by the enemy. Never volunteer. Never surrender if you think they are going to inject you. You may note a glue like substance on a tongue depressor stuck into your mouth unexpectedly and things will never be the same Never trust it completely if it has the government seal of approval. Never call 911.
The thing I have learned is that there are many ways to wage war. The Mexican gangs do things to each other's tracks in Los Angeles to put the other in jail. In much the same way the gangsters of federal government of Los Angeles and Washington D.C. and those who pay and own them in war or banking or bribes, harm innocent investigative journalists such as myself. The ole captain on the USS Reid FFG 30 had a sense of humor allowing high school kids, seaman CADETS on our radioactive ship after the nuclear voyage in 1983 out of the Long Beach Naval Station. It exposed our enemies on their flanks. those who sent us there without protective gear were disclosed. Perhaps. The Seaman Cadets made a joke that one licked the ships balls after I told them not to. It was probably radioactive. The ship was washed down at sea after contacting two nuclear spots as it appeared to me on the prior voyage. I was not allowed on the charts or radar which was my usual job during the nuclear voyage. When the sailors scrubbed the upper deck at sea it was uttered that they had taken the ship into radiation on purpose. I was told I did not have to swab the decks. I had gotten a large blast of radiation at sea, a large bubble from the bottom. I would rather have had a shotgun blast. We lost a war long ago. They just haven't buried us yet, perhaps soon.
Daily Foreword July 26, 2014: Times are very hard for many of us, harder for some than others. Many of us were born maimed. Many of us are discriminated against, most of us for that matter. I recovered much but then I was maimed further in adulthood and I recovered partially, forever maimed, however alive.
Beware of the traps set by our enemies in the Predatory Capitalist nations and their ancillary associates in other nations. I have a superior and inferior brain, two halves not equal. I realize that Einstein had much the same but those who followed him and who used his nuclear breakthroughs are more like apes than children. There is no need to carry on with things as they are in the USA. California proposed a six state nation. Make it 12, and break up the continental USA into other nations. If heroin dealers come from California into the other states, they can be directed to the pain management clinics to sell their heroin to be converted to oxycodone. Any excess sold in the streets should lead to execution in public view. Marijuana should be legal or illegal, no double dealing lies by our enemy factions in California and D.C. and the state puppet capitols.
We are enemies in the USA if we are predators to each other. The USA military was likely over run long ago, long before I was alive. How brain damaged can one be? It's Not Just A Job, Its a Nuclear Chemical and Biological showdown adventure. You are fag to be f-cked with the radiation of the enemy and scoffed at and scorned by the enemy who has crept into government healthcare and employment. The nuclear blasts of the 1950s were recorded, but those of the 1980s were not.
Nuclear contamination of the genetic pool of the young is a "right down the center" sort of bowling effect. Because the sperm are not developed with genetic code for the limbs yet to be expressed, only the core of the body, the torso and the head are impacted by radiation. So your choice is brain damage in the head or early death in the body or both?
The human society appears doomed to me. Pull the blanket over our heads Allah, God has taught me to look at things like Buddha, bad to see, but easily seen and wisely avoided if possible. Mankind is not kind nor wise or capable of self defense or self sustainment. We or I am in a sort of hell. Our enemies bathe in their false wealth while we languish in the end without healthcare we can trust or be guaranteed we won't be made more ill by their aggressions against us.
Avoid the enemies traps. Teach the young not to drink and not to do drugs. Protect them from lies of the dictators and their predatory followers who swallow us alive when they can. Never drop your guard. Never work for their military, any of them. They have all lost. New development of a new way to exist, and I know the weapon will be fight or flight, just as in the beginning. Here comes the charging rooster chicken. That is what primitive man is seen as in true modern warfare. We use to deep fry them, now we microwave them.
Daily Foreword July 23, 2014: As my memory comes back on two nuclear areas or contamination zones in the USN in 1983, I have to reconsider how innocent I was and how the nuclear bomb zones were viewed by myself and others on the USS Reid FFG 30 Bridge, or pilot house as many know it. There were two bomb drop areas that we covered. I was exposed on the first and second bomb. On the first bomb or contamination area a bubble came up from the ocean. Many men had to swab the decks later but I was excused because I was already glowing with radiation.
On the second I mistakenly brought a cup of coffee to the bridge where I was soon ordered to dispose of it. I missed the call not to drink coffee on the bridge and was stopped after a half of a cup. I have had thyroid swelling since the incident and tumors and more. I am often threatened in California to this date and have been harmed there in 2001 and later as a result of my contact with the enemy of USA servicemen controlling the Los Angeles Courts with hidden hands from D.C. . I think some of our shipmates may have been executed in 1983 on the base. Their government on the West Coast views many of us as there enemy. But D.C. has control.
A Hawaiian ambassador told me that I should apply for a job at the prior FDIC chairwoman's bank from 2001, which is in Hawaii. I am often threatened in California and many factions are at war here. Many liars and cut throats. My verdict is not to kill unless killed. There are imposters and many threaten us and our families. I think their real estate is a bad bet. Not only is it radioactive but the factions are at war with each other and we are nothing as individuals. A war for the minds where all logical thought is lost would render people infantile and easy to control. A voice from the dead asked me to ask our captain from the USS Reid FFG 30, "How many people did the missiles fired from the USS Reid FFG 30 kill in 1983 captain? We fired missiles during the week before the nuclear barrage in view of Los Angeles on a weekend, the nuclear bomb on a Saturday if I recall, in 1983.
My painting the Queerest of the Queer viewable on Quatrains 1 of this site or at LA Indymedia was originally a painting of San Francisco but after analysis and recovery from the stroke condition, I have determined it is a nuclear sun blast, a headless sailor, a post op transsexual Dier FAG of the FFG 30, our shipmate, rubbing a skid mark of feces from his canine shaped vagina and ass onto your lawn in Los Angeles California. Strike One the Blind Dog of LA howls, as it is the Blind Dog that is the Los Angeles populace that is the hill. Blind or your tongues cut out or both?. Logical thought, a river away, odor, right in front of you. A Day In The Life, the Beatles, Music.. I was told I wear this website like a target or those opposed to me use it. What they don't understand they will discover or re-learn time and again.
Daily Foreword July 22, 2014: The comedy of life is that it ends as it began. I may go to a Hollywood Meetup for comedy because I want to tell a sad comedy. I picture the guy with the old guy who my family says look like me. A ventriloquist puppet of an old pissed off man, so in a sense, the other half brained reflection. We can cover all of that sh-t we call life. Is Kurt crazy? Why is Kurt laughing? The shit you are smoking is radioactive. Welcome to Southern California. One Week in LA County Jail and you are one Chinese chicken, two daze the weak so LAVA sorry. Bare Naked Ladies One Week (music youtube)
A terrorist act warning should be given to those in the USA that the government sells guns to people in wild excitement and they terrorize innocent gun owners later for simple ownership. It is a common practice. That is why I recommend avoid those terrorist areas or finding new methods. There is no mercy among piranhas and that is how those foreigners in police and government judge robes treat us common Americans. They import Chinese Assault Rifles by the thousands to a closed down Long beach Naval Station for resale. Meanwhile this veteran who witnessed a nuclear disaster area left from Terminal Island in Long Beach in 1983 and was radiated and owned guns before and after enlistment. I now discourage due to torture and maiming by factions at war against the common. The final comedian will say in an effeminate voice, I saw the tird fall from Yahweh's ass. I have contacted the Mexican documentary kings and queens and the Peruvian government and media about the unannounced nuclear blast of 1983.
As the Navigator and Quartermaster on the USS Reid FFG 30 who was taken from navigation duties, I want the coordinates, the latitude and longtitude of the nuclear blast. CIA Factbook 1983 mentions psych ops that year. My Italian girlfriend said she thought I was dead on that voyage. I thought we were out 17 days. She said we were ought over a month or three months. I want payment in guaranteed safe medical care. I would put General Kurtz in charge of that hospital. I could act it out as a pure vegetarian.
Daily Foreword July 21, 2014: Those moments of lucidity in the dream called life, I will often follow an idea of suicide for a price and avoid the flame as close as possible. Being a dodge ball champ and first class burner and high steel walker, I thought I was invincible. Radiation taught me otherwise. The unspoken wars made me realize their time has died. We were led in like goats for the slaughter, a mimick attack. I always wondered about sacrifice by venom order.
Sometimes I ask, was I devoured? If it don't pay, don't do it. Its an anthem for the control of insanity borne of starvation and masked as human emotion. I am the devoid at times. Brain dead, seer, sear, ser meaning to be. The translucence of time and change and the harsh realities of our fragile minds. The eternal war, the worm flicking at the end of the wire. To prepare for any future war, you have to prepare for control of the mind or to stop them from controlling your mind. I was knocked unconscious and have scars and such on the skull, even being told I was an abortion survivor by a Dr. after mother was long gone. The war for the mind, the scars, I laugh now when I see my enemies crushed but then again, so pointless the average human, cooked alive and not even knowing in what he stews. To cut the wires you need space to practice pointless exercise in directing charges and such. Its a ridiculous game but guns are for ametuers and they are traps set by those who want to own your mind, and your body, and because they have you, you have lost your soul or they took your mind with it. Psychops 1983 in the Pacific against USN sailors, many now sick due to exposure. Warfare in banking deregulation starting with the whacking of the San Francisco FDIC Head at the start of the FDIC Improvement Act of 1992, officially declared deregulation in 1999. To cut the wires you will need tricks. Remember the Wire. Those of us injected are better off dead or perhaps already dead in some ways and ready to ascertain if no wires present.
The absurdity of California is in their blatant lies, much like Alabama and the USA or any public image of any nation for that matter. Someone once said I use instincts in investigations like an animal. That is absurd. I am educated like that of a Dr. and as fearless as a suicide candidate in a nuclear battle field. I was looking forward to death in 1983 and in 2000, and all I saw was a nuclear bubble from below and a shit load of radiation in 1983. I also saw a bunch of insane mayhem in 1999 and 2000 around my two favorite bosses, the ARD F DIC nuts Kenny Barbie and Sweat Ferryl. Both of their bosses I wanted to hold in my cusp and whisper, f-ck me? If so, f- me to the end of time. Don't you look forward to the jolt?. A jolt that is a dud is a dolt.
I knew a man once who was crippled by a fatal disease, a preventable disease, because his parents did not trust modern medicine or its inventors. Were the parents right or wrong? Only time will tell, but from a genetics perspective his genes would be swamped if his were the only perfect ones remaining Here is a joke, I joined the navy to save my teeth and get them repaired. My teeth got repaired then I got tumors from radiation exposure and other maladies you do not want to know. Then the dictators over banking oversight had my teeth knocked out in jail when I tried to stop a Sheriff from starving the men in his jail due to the Sheriffs thievery and I was investigating murder in the banking regulatory business. I could have had it so easy, perhaps, perhaps not. Their lies, our naivete, swim in radioactive water, its not just a job, its an adventure Karlson, if you are alive. Lost and Found bs. California is like Alabama in its vicious ways. I laugh at Armegeddon and say, get parc glowa soup?.
The loss of the Glass-Steagall Act turned the USA banking system into a clay pigeon that will be baked for shooting and harvest daily until it crumbles. Imagine holding your breath in a financial war and you are hooked up to the head out there somewhere beyond the border. The blood does not flow like it did. The dictators we have are demons remote and sometimes I see a plane go down or a murder and I ask, were those bastards and bitches killed? Sometimes I see a poor bastard running for his life and the news says he has done something. You can never tell really. For many of us this world is Hell. Beware of California. Its prejudices are no different than Alabama. The world is at war for many of us, maimed at birth, let the mercy bus ride. I saw a gun advertisement for assault rifles in Merced California on the highway. Do not own one. It is an idiots weapon. Our enemies among us either kill us with them or incriminate. It is the California Gestapo and D.C. Gestapo way. Let it rain bullets they say. Just one thing. They will kill you in California. Never trust their military. They are not defended here.
In Queer Speak, Get Soup. Po us teg, teg which means fair which translated means ria or where the waters come together. The beginning the middle the end. Human species eats lead now and then in the ebb and flow of the river.
Daily Foreword July 18, 2014: Recently I joined a Hollywood Meetup for comedians. Kurt Brown Dirt Brown Like a Clown From A Hole In the Ground. Can I be your childhood friend? I have allegedly survived an abortion and I have survived two nuclear blasts, one fairly close, neither disclosed of which I am aware. I have developed cryptic speech with the dead, one.
My memory started coming back from a forced injections stroke by federally approved officials. The injections in 2001 and 2004 and the memory coming back completely in 2014 from the stroke induced by those forced injections. The nuclear bomb in the Pacific viewable from LA in 1983 and from the USS Reid FFG 30 bridge wings afterward during the following week. The banking wars during deregulation in 1992 and 1999 and 2001 was mayhem and madness and murder. I was put there because I am not right. They know who to hire and when. Smart enough to go in and dumb enough not to turn back. That is me.
As my memory came back it was like a reel in time, from 2014 to 2001, then to 1983, then I remembered the claim that I was an abortion survivor by a Dr. Then I remembered before the human species, the indifference, the knowledge. The human species is sad and pathetic. The smartest mind cracks the atom and gives us nuclear war. We know we want to kill each other or have sex, we are cannibals with appetites beyond carnage, carnal knowledge. The travesty is that nuclear bombs and radiation have a tendency to crack the genetic code of all subsequent humans and mathematically will be spread in greater percentage of disability across the entire human genome.
I truly felt sorrow and honored when I recently saw a Japanese Rock Band with Yimoshiro Imawano play Summertime Blues, a song protesting nuclear power plants, and one of the guitar riffs was on my exact guitar and with my notes from one of several songs I have written. The gun emulation by the guitarist in a way shows how different bullets are from radiation alteration of the human genome, or a complete DNA set for a human and for the human species in total.
Comedy on the USS Reid FFG 30 the Dier Fag WW 03 was throwing guns and computers overboard and calling each other queer.
Daily Foreword July 17, 2014: Without healthcare that is safe, many of us are hopeless under the government curfew. Many of us are better off dead since birth. We should form our own groups and avoid those traps among us set by the predatory sect for their own profits. The only law that ever mattered was the most basic of the bare boned orthodox laws. We have a nation of venom instead of a nation of healthcare. The USA is a disparate place and many of us are at the bottom of all things, some are in the middle, and then there are those at the top of their various factions. A factionalized Earth. Was I hit in the head with psych ops in 1983? The tumors and such were always downplayed and almost seen as not to be mentioned by those in federal healthcare. Before you pick up that pen to sign with that government, you may consider a shortcut and put a gun to your head or tie a yellow ribbon round the old oak tree and slip away like a buttered bean.
Daily Foreword July 16, 2014: For those of us who invent and discover, many of us are called insane. Mathematical proofs and evidence make our claims irrefutable and even then we are called insane. Galileo Galilei was jailed for heresy and called insane by the government types. I have pulled out the Betz Equation as it relates to the timing of nuclear blasts and I have theorized the space construction and earth warship of the future and present, the Yu Zhendong. Both are detailed on this site.
Like a man in a braille box I search for answers in the unknown. I began to realize that names turned around and numbers as well, inside queer speak could be revealed. The USS Reid FFG 30 became the USS dieR Fag WW 03. As I pondered world war 4 I searched for and found the USS Halyburton FFG 40. Therefore renamed USS KNot Rub Yah FAG WW 04. It is ironic not to rub the USS Halyburton since the Dier Fag was radioactive after 1983 and our nuclear voyage. Cooked in my shoe soles. I picture myself as the lone guinea pig on the bridge of the USS Reid FFG 30 while the ship ran on remote control to the detonation zone in the Pacific viewable from Los Angeles. I could have called the ship USS Knot Ruby LA FAG WW 04. The captain said we fired exploding bullets and mumbled we might as well be firing shit. Oh Ruby.
Daily Foreword July 15, 2014: For many of us in the USA, the government has become a ruthless advocate of terror and profiteering against us. Many of us veterans were put into a nuclear zone without the government telling us how much radiation we were exposed to in 1983. Also when I was seeking medical care at Flagstaff Medical Center in Arizona I was knocked unconscious and maimed in 2004. It started due to my investigating government crimes and criminals and I was first tortured in Los Angeles California a few years earlier and put on the hook by our enemies in California and D.C. federal government control. Many of us federal bank examiners were outcast or murdered without notice or altered in some fashion and journalists are often now killed if freelance investigative journalists. I came to realize in federal banking regulation that money is the root of all evil and large sums of money bring the most advanced evil that money can buy, cutting edge weaponry and tools used for deception and the other factor is collusion. Also the modern soldier is obsolete. I encourage you not to jump in.
I recently saw a TV commercial for the US Navy and the old slogan that lured me in came back, "It is not just a job, it is an adventure." My response is go AWOL. The water the US Navy seal was swimming in was radioactive and as he lurked in the water, they cooked his nuts. That is what happened to many of us on the USS Reid FFG 30. I used art to bring back memories of a nuclear blast, a blast I had forgotten due to the stroke induced by those in power in the USA government who forcibly injected me in 2001 and 2004. I have a claim pending for radiation as my memory returned on the USN radiation voyage in 1983. My tumors were there within a year of exposure and the birth defects of children were there after 1983 for myself due to radiation. In 2004 I was knocked unconscious with forced injections for no reason other than torture disguised as healthcare at Flagstaff Medical Center in Arizona. They may have made it so I can not have children or they may have put a marking tag or done other things to me. We are enemies with the dictators over predatory capitalism international.
If I was guaranteed safe healthcare, I would work for a dictator by slitting the throats of those who tried to stop us from obtaining health care and not torture and abuse and maiming. When I was young I feared nuclear war, but deep down I had a feeling by the time I was old I would welcome global nuclear war. It takes away the suffering if amped up against the beasts of the Earth and their suffering convicts at birth.
Daily Foreword July 14, 2014: In my travels I perceive characters. Mt. Diablo is one of those places I perceive the Indian part of my father speaking to me about the white man and all of those who surround the Indian in this now savage land. Father says to me from on high Mt. Diablo, "F-DIC Son with a quarter in your pocket, the world has gone mad. Fracking rockets killed the electronics through the Tectonic plate leading to Westwood where you were tortured at LA VA Westwood by a federal agent. I told you not to trust the white man. Our war has yet to begin again. Yet we are dead at an early age, often crippled at birth by radiation in the food and air and through those torturous forced injections as you received by those federal employees in Los Angeles and those state officials in Flagstaff ordered by the federal officials in Los Angeles and D.C. The white man has made the mountain mad as it is red today, the land is dry and on fire like never before. It is time for me to go back over the mountain from where I came. "
I reply, "I saw you today father and they maimed you before you were born and then you died young and yet, you live in my mind on Mt. Diablo". My father replies, "Read speak freak, queer speak, the head, the explosion the blind dog that is Los Angeles." I reply, "you are speaking of the Queerest of the Queer painting I crafted into a house talisman." My Indian father replies, "Yes, the painting is fit for a New Orleans whore house. You should put it on the bedroom wall and let post op trans sexuals mount you from the top. Ram it in". I reply to father, "Ghost rider father? Is it good father?". Father replies, "you must always wear a condom with post op trans sexual men. Their legs are strong like a bull and their breath is twice as bad and their mouths are large like their anuses." I reply "Father I hear a song in the death valley." Father replies, "Of course I kid you son, New Orleans does not have post op transsexuals in abundance like San Francisco where the blind and the erect are often deceived until it is too late. Lets go East anyway son, and the path does not lead to a New Orleans whorehouse of post op transsexuals for you my wandering son, lets follow Ruby. (youtube music link) and make more young.
Daily Foreword July 11, 2014: The USA should be avoided if you can do so. We were over run. Many of us were born maimed, as far back as I can see, starting in profusion likely in the 1940's and by the 1960's we were the second generation to get hit in a row, or a roe, depending on perspective.
I was put into a nuclear fallout, or bubble up, zone in the USN in 1983 and was not compensated or notified of the horror of it. I had to be awakened by a series of horrific events and the final recovery of my memory. I want to be sick and puke in the government's face and those who harass me in American society. We are injected forcibly when seeking healthcare and robbed, especially if we struggle against tyranny under the regime. The wealthy areas are often hostile to the poor unless you have a job such as maid or gardener. Many attack each other for pay in the crowded areas of the South West. They are paid while we bleed. There is always hope for the end, drought, plague, famine, nuclear and micro-organism contamination and cleavage of the human genome to nothing. Beware of California, sadistically attractive and equally ravaging. The USA is controlled in most part externally.
When young I realized I have always had premonitions or hunches about things really. The Earth is a living Hell from our perspective, for many of us, from before birth. I am as indifferent as a holocaust camp inhabitant.
It is odd how I used my art to uncover subconscious memories cut out by stroke from forced injections and torture. I am in a horrible state really. A rut, a hole I can not escape, except perhaps, a miracle, and miracle's don't happen when things get mean. The Queerest of the Queer Paining on Quatrains 1 shows a dual layer painting. The underside is my mind crushed but alive. On the top is the manifestation of the nuclear blast 1983 viewable from LA, the decapitation of heads and the emptying of bowels both in the USA military and in the USA federal banking regulatory industry, particularly the F-DIC head circa 1992 FDICIA time. My stroke, the head, the bowels evacuating, the invading horde in government and healthcare torturing and maiming us and robbing us. The blast from the past. Beware in the USA. You are best to avoid all government and all of their government healthcare, even if it kills you. At least you won't live the lie that they care in health care. The USA is the laughable joke.
In closing a truth based comedy. I have asked a writer at the Aspens Writers Conference group to assist me in writing the sequel to the future based on the past. I have acquired the ability to influence the anti-matter, the nobody, the nothing, by linking the living test material to the dead. What is next in my memory. I have gone back in time, FDIC 1999, USN 1983, and now the failed birth the death the horizon, the bitter end. We should avoid the traps of society, drugs and alcohol but like children, their heads bent down to take a sip of the under caste, the maimed, the deformed, the augmented mass that remained of humanity. I was offered a sit down with a Hunter S. Thompson character, the author, but he is dead. His wallet so putrid in Madrid I dread Malibu.
Daily Foreword July 7, 2014: In mathematical estimation of the species probability of survival some things are simple. When I see the unreported nuclear blast from 1983 in the Pacific Ocean with a flash of light viewable from Los Angeles, I realize that nuclear contamination of food sources and the public itself in the soils and air and water may be greater than estimated. The worst problem is congenital abnormality and the wrecking of the pairing of genomes with subjugation of greater characteristics and the amplification of lesser characteristics. A train wreck of the human genome, the entire population, if 51% of the population suffers genetic alteration of their young due to contamination of a materially significant quantity, meaning a higher than ordinary abnormality rate. This could be computed against various factors impacted including intelligence and the immune system. A lesser animal at the end of the line or none at all. The same facet as the dinosaur we the humans share. The impact of radiation is the most obscene, right next to not having young at all.
You Are Always On My Mind (music youtube) Strawberry Fields (music youtube). Frankie Goes to Hollywood (music youtube). Those in power have always called mankind's true martyrs insane, and if I am insane I must be in a coma, a dream within a dream, so the children think, sow the children think, to dream, to analyze, to fetish. The adult end to the child dream or is it the nightmare sequel geneticist? Like a train hurdling down the track at 1000 mph, no remorse, no relief, no contemplation, no tracks, only insane smiles amid insane grief. Smile the Mobile Audit Club train gets no breaks, or is that has no brakes?. The insane of Southern California have always amazed me. Now their fish glow at the aquarium radioactive. The moon fish died recently as it sang to us. You Are My Sunshine, glowing there in the aquarium this glowing cow looking fish with huge eyes peering at me. It died that night, belly up they say, because the fish loved to be meat in that pin, bellow up. Dinette? Ganesh?
Either Youtube has developed technical problems or their legal team had to shut it down due to being treated like the Soggy Bottom Boys by the larger professional guillotines of mass media mayhem.
Daily Foreword July 2, 2014: In the recollection of war and the reinvention of war, I have considered the fact that wars can be won or lost and most would not know who was in charge until key fundamental changes occur, where the innocent are killed and robbed and maimed while the guilty are rewarded.
In the USA Navy the people started playing games towards the end of the Falklands Islands War in 1983 that was reminiscent of war. Our ship had a party where all were ordered to attend at the end of the war. I had seen a nuclear incident from shore and had a washdown at sea afterward when I went to see it. It was not the USA's war. During the war or at the end and near the time of the nuclear incident a British vessel was at Long Beach, CA Naval Station. AT the party to celebrate the end of the war and all sailors of the USS Reid FFG 30 were ordered to attend, a man was sitting in a chair. I asked one of the sailors where was the captain.