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by Nicole Monday, Oct. 06, 2008 at 2:41 PM

God is inside of us. I didn’t know at that time the full meaning of it, but I grew up very confident that surely nothing could happen to me since God is inside of me


All my life, I was in the search of God. I was taught when I was a little girl, that we have a small light inside of us, a blue light, indicating that God is inside of us. I didn’t know at that time the full meaning of it, but I grew up very confident that surely nothing could happen to me since God is inside of me…

Little did I know that this flame could grow and become a true life search. I read everything I could about religions and about just anything concerning Divinity. It is only these last ten years that my search could have a true meaning when N Donald Walsh started writing his Conversation With God series. I was thirsty and found myself reading 2 or 3 times the same books. I was looking for the meaning under the meaning.

I realized lately that we all see God outside of ourselves. We understood more or less that we are part of God and co-creators of our realities, but I was still not satisfied and I kept looking for an answer that would resonates completely well with me. I kept looking outside of myself in books, lectures, workshops etc.

Until recently, 6 months ago or so, I had some powerful dreams that changed all my quest. I found myself stopping any reading and starting meditating about just being balanced and asking always for guidance.

Jewel’s post ‘the Blind Man and the Elephant’’ triggered something in me. That was the way I was seing God, from outside of the Elephant. And I started asking myself, why would we see God, each one of us, from only a part of this Elephant ? What if we were the Elephant itself ? We then wouldn’t need to explain our version of God, if we integrated fully the concept that we, all of us, are part of God and God Itself. We wouldn’t see ourself from outside anymore. We would integrate Oneness with All. And this would open so many doors, so many adventures, to the reality we are all seeking.

This revelation to myself brought a lot of fire in my heart. I then read all Pyram’s post on Daystar Command and all the revelations he is explaining. The Divine Governement where he explains that we must realize that there is no God without Humanity and that God and Us are equal made it even clearer in my mind.

The first lesson I took with Pyram, I connected with Daystar Command and as I said in my experiences, everything went in deeper understanding and deeper meaning. Without any emotion or any fear, it was just a natural process. I gaze at the sky each time I’m outdoor and I find myself talking to the stars or to the sky. I came to a new realization and I can feel that someday soon, what I was looking for, was Myself connected with the All.

I really think now that we are all struggling in this reality because we think we are separate from each other, from nature, from God and from our Higher Self. When I meditate and ask to be connected to my Higher Self, I see It far, up there, somewhere I can’t even reach. What if my Higher Self contains me ? so that we were never separated, it was just me, in this reality, that lost or cut the connection with It !

I’m now trying to see all this with a new eye. I know deep down that there is nothing I have to do, there is nothing I have to go through. I must just let go off my ego, who is so scared of the unknown, and assure him that jumping in the unknown is the way to re-connect again. I don’t even have to fight the ego, I’ll make him like my baby and proctect him from his own fears.

The reality of Life is awaiting all of us. That is why we are conscious now of our Brothers, the Higher Beings, surrounding us and helping us. If only we realise who we really are. One with God. Oneness with All.


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