“It is actually totally obvious, and completely bizarre that someone who would steal from me as to make me a present, but never present it, is doing so for the theft, not for the present. Just that my father would take it, because he is erring, as he is known to have done before I existed, does not require me to take it. If he were convicted for his overseas behaviour and would come to ask me to serve his jail years for him, everyone would recognise the absurdity of the demand at the first glance.”
“But if I prevent getting corrupted in the first place, because I do not want my results to be corrupted in the end, because that would render my effort worthless, I first have to assert that guilt is not inheritable. This is bad craziness. If I could theoretically have been an accomplice then people should sue me for that. And if people felt the true need to compensate me in some form, they should properly so so, instead of attempting to seduce me and badly confuse a relative.”
Marker said the set-up and placement of the building in question might have been chosen to make him apply for a job at a government contractor with which he would have to sign a broad gag order including not to research any family issues.
“I did not order it, they did not consult me. It is a stillborn, worse than the ones that made construction workers go on strike against Stalin in the last century and rather face tanks than follow orders, which as history knows finally broke Stalin’s heart. They should have prepared themselves to convince me of it instead, but it is built upon nothing. If it is what makes my father mad all the time, then for me it is like a thorn in the finger that may make me mad until I got it fully removed. Besides that we have a home which is just fine for us once corruption is barred out.”
“For the best results, remove thorns without breaking them. And for prevention, do not let any new thorns lie around to get old and break when someone might step into them. Remove thorns with care both from outside and from inside your body. Develop care in a way where the latter does not matter most. And if it is proven that a wrongly made building is what makes my father mad, and neglect our house, then treat that building like a thorn in order to save my father and our house. They can go on the hell fire as the kettle approaches boiling point.”
Marker sees the object as an unusable proof for mismanagement, and says it might be spent as a means to save his father’s health before more usable means of proof are getting at risk.
“It is standing in public, therefore the effects of removal would be public as well, helping to heal everyone who might have gotten mad together with him. I do not press for it, but there is a point beyond which any lethal risk the removal might bear for him is less than the lethal risk he puts on all of us by neglecting our house. If this were a free country I could charge financial support for defending my family against this foreign menace.”
“It is very simple: This is the place where I go when I do not know where I want to go. When I know where I want to go then I go there. I mean, when I do not know where I want to go then I go here. There is no need whatsoever for a specific place of which someone might imagine I did not know I wanted to go there, for if there was then there certainly would be a better way for it with better results to present to me.”
Sunday, June 4th 2017