"Voyager, there
are no bridges, one builds them as one walks."
"The actual physical borderland
that I'm dealing with in this book is the Texas-U.S., Southwest/
Mexican border. The
psychological borderlands, the sexual borderlands, and spiritual
borderlands are not particular to the Southwest. In fact the Borderlands are physically
present wherever two or more cultures edge each other, where people of
different races occupy the same territory, where under, lower, middle
and upper classes touch, where the
space between two individuals shrinks with intimacy"--Gloria
Anzaldua. Second Edition, with a new introduction by Sonia
Saldivar-Hull, author of Feminism on the Border, and an in-depth
interview with Gloria Anzaldua.
"What we say and what we do
ultimately comes back to us so let us own our responsibility, place it
in our hands and carry it with dignity and strength."
One interviewer asks, "So what did you have to do in order
to be true to [God]?" Anzaldua replies, "Believe in him, and this is the
great rip off: All religions impoverish life because
they renounce it. They
especially divorce the flesh from the spirit or the mind. To me, it always seemed like this
division is where the oppression of myself as a woman, as a lesbian, as
a brown woman, as a working-class woman comes in. To me religion has always upheld
the status quo; it makes institutions rigid and dogmatic"
"Most people my age or younger have
burned out and become disillusioned. It's the pits right now. Many young people of color have no
hope, do not see alliances working, do not see white people reaching out,
and do not see the possibility of
white people changing perspectives or allowing change to come
into their lives, but I do"
Interviewer: Well, I think
that many people do feel a powerful connection to what you wrote. And
it says a great deal about how you said it, that it has this effect on
people.
Anzaldua: I think what's
probably one of the riskier things that I did in Borderlands/La
Frontera was to open up the
concept of mestizaje, of the
new mestiza and hybridity, to be non-exclusive, to be inclusive of white people and people from other communities.
And the risk was in having
again Euro-Americans take over the space. And I don't think
that's happened very much. I think it has happened with these people
with the short-term memory who forget to cite, but I think most of the
critics and the readers have been very generous with me.
"I am playing with myself,
I am playing with the world's
soul,
I am the dialogue between myself
and el espiritu del mundo.
I change myself,
I change the world."
Anzaldua: I think it began when I graduated from
high school. I went to college off and on--I would work a year
or two and then drop out for a year or two so that I could save money
so then I could go back to work. And I was doing my student teaching,
and I was still working in the fields when I got my B.A., on weekends.
I began to teach after I got my B.A. and I began to go to grad school
to get my M.A. in the summertime when the public schools were closed. And I think that's when I started
articulating the scholar, the philosopher,
the breaking away--the breaking away was after high school. And
I literally left south Texas, went to Denton, which is north of
Dallas, eight, nine-hundred miles--to get away from the constricted,
cage-like thing in my family and my community. Then I had to leave Texas completely in
order to really allow myself to become who I am, and to experience other realities
and other worlds and be part of other communities. I had to
literally leave the state and my community. In some ways I've become estranged
from it; but in other ways I've become closer to it.
Interviewer: I would
like to follow up on part of what you're saying here in terms of a
comment that you made in an interview with AnnLouise Keating. You
mentioned that your lesbian perspective had evolved. Can you say
something about what that perspective means to you now, and how it
influences your writing today?
Anzaldua: Yes. It has to do with the terms
and labels of identity. When I was growing up in south Texas the word "queer" was very much what we called these
people. Or "de las otras," which means "of the others,"
that I wrote about in Borderlands. Marimachas and
marimachos, jotitas, jotas, tortilleras: these were labels and terms in
the Chicano working-class community that I grew up in. When I went and
left home and became part of the women of color community and came out
as a lesbian, I started not liking to use the word "lesbian." When I would dialogue
with myself or with other women of color, I would use "dyke" or "queer." And then with
Chicanas I started using the word patlache.
And patlache is a Nahuatl word that means "dyke," "lesbian." And I started seeing that what the
white lesbian community was imposing on me was a Eurocentric view,
a label that derived from Greece, Sappho, and was very white and that I
wanted to articulate my queerness because it was different from their
queerness and so I needed a different kind of language. And when I came
out, the only community there for me were a few Chicana dykes and the
white lesbian community, so I embraced their books and their theories,
and the way they dressed and everything. And I think all of us do this,
we go with--if you're a dyke of color and there's not enough in your
community, you.... So I feel very close to the white dykes, and I have
a love of them and their community and their art and their writing and
their theories, but it began to
be very constrictive in that I thought I was in a cage and they were
defining the bars; and I needed to break out of that cage, just like I
needed to break out of the cage of my family and the nationalistic cage
of just being a Chicana and nothing more. I didn't want to just
be a lesbian and nothing more. In the first place, I wasn't a lesbian, because a lesbian
is somebody who is white and middle class. And so I started chafing at the boundaries
and limitations set by the white lesbian community and I
particularly started resenting the writing agenda--if you're a dyke,
you only write about this content. So I would be put into that
constraint both by heterosexual, Eurocentric society as to what a dyke
writer was, and also by the lesbian community into what a lesbian
writer was supposed to write about and be.
"Voyager,
there are no bridges, one builds them as one walks."