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by friend of jesus Friday, Jun. 12, 2009 at 9:37 AM

the life of Jesus Christ is everyone's spiritual autobiography, this truth causes a conflict within the individual - and that is the battle of Armageddon. Neutrality is impossible. You cannot attach the new cloth to the old; it is all or nothing

Your true environment is in your imagination! All that you

behold, though it appears without, it is within, in your

imagination - of which this world of mortality is but a

shadow. No matter what is taking place on the outside, it is

but a symbol telling you what is taking place within; for the

world is nothing more than yourself pushed out. Its image,

alive in your imagination, overwhelms you.

Tonight let us turn to the greatest of all books, the Bible.

In it we are told that at the end of the world there would be

a great war whose final battle is called �Armageddon�. You may

have been taught that this battle will take place on the

outside, as races battle races, and nations battle nations. It

doesn't mean communism against democracy or socialism against

capitalism. There will always be wars and conflicts; but the

battle of Armageddon is the battle of ideology. This battle

does not take place on the outside, but within each and every


If you really understood what was taking place and knew your

scripture, you would rejoice at the unrest on the outside. "Do

not think that I have come to bring peace on earth. I have

come not to bring peace but a sword; to set a man against his

father; a daughter against her mother and a daughter-in-law

against her mother-in-law, for a man's foes are those of his

own household." This certainly does not mean our children will

be pitted against us, but that the true understanding of the

Word of God is pitted against the traditions of men. Living by

structures built by tradition, we have believed that by them

we could earn the kingdom of heaven and acquire merit. But

when one who has experienced the story of God tells you that

the life of Jesus Christ is everyone's spiritual

autobiography, this truth causes a conflict within the

individual - and that is the battle of Armageddon.

Neutrality is impossible. You cannot attach the new cloth to

the old; it is all or nothing. You cannot put the new wine you

are receiving into the old bottle, by being willing to go

along with this new idea to a certain point, but not being

willing to give up your belief in an external God, to whom you

bend your knee and cross your body when you stand before what

represents him on the wall. So the battle rages until the

story of Jesus Christ unfolds within you; and then the war is

over, for from that moment on you will have no other god, only

he whose name is I AM. I tell you: the story of Jesus Christ

is your spiritual autobiography. One day his story will unfold

within you and you will know there is no other, only God.

Today when you see the disturbance the young people are

causing - not only in our country but all over the world - see

it as a symbol of the tremendous eruption of truth taking

place in the hearts of men. It is not just confined to this

platform, for the picture is worldwide. There is an enormous

eruption of truth against the entrenched traditions of men

going on right now, even in atheistic Russia and in lands

which are not considered Christian; but truth is not confined

to space or time. Truth is only confined to God.

Religion, in the true sense of the word, is devotion, and at

times an exalted reality for the one experiencing it. When you

have experienced scripture, you will never again return to

your little bottle. Our world is filled with men who are

supposed to speak the word of God, yet are deeply involved in

the shadow world. They are telling our government what to do

and how to do it, not telling the individual about God's

promise to give himself to the individual in a literal sense.

I tell you: God is going to give his son to you; and because

he and his son are one, he gives you himself. Believe me and

hope for your eruption now, for when it comes, you will

realize that everything which appears to be taking place on

the outside, is nothing more than a shadow, cast by God. So

when you see the young pitted against the old, rejoice, for

they are fulfilling scripture. We may resent being taxed to

rebuild the buildings the young burn down, but the eruption is

taking place in us as the new idea replaces the old.

No more will I be bound to an external God. I no longer

believe in an external Jesus Christ, for the Christ in me who

is my hope of glory, awoke and unfolded his story - not as

another for me to observe, but as myself. He redeemed me by

becoming me, to the point where everything said of him I have

experienced. That is the new idea which has replaced my old

concept that I learned from my mother, Sunday school, and

church. I lived by that structure until one day I knew it was

not truth. Then the battle between truth and error began. It

may seem to be on the outside, but it is all taking place


He comes, not to bring peace but a sword, and he is followed

by the armies of heaven. From his mouth a sharp sword is

issued. It is the sword of the Spirit, which is the Word of

God. He does not bring a sword to chop people�s heads off

with. The sword is only a symbol. When John the Baptist was

beheaded, John - wearing everything that is external to man -

died, and the Lord Jesus Christ rose in his place. When your

head is symbolically removed, you have received the sign that

you no longer give power to external things. Then the inner

you will rise and supplant your outer self. The rising of this

inner you has a disturbing influence, for everything you

believed in and bowed to on the outside must die.

Formerly I worshiped a man because he was known, rich, or

intelligent; then I discovered that the one who is the Being

of beings, the God of gods, was my very self. Then He began to

awaken in me, as I learned to overcome everything external to

myself. And as I did, I realized that I was the cause of the

phenomena of my life. I accepted this fact one-hundred percent

and he fulfilled his promise: "To him who conquers I will give

the Morning Star." Then he identified himself as the morning

star, saying: "I am the root and the offspring of David. I am

the bright morning star," the symbol of the new day and

immortality. When God reveals himself to you, as you, your

world changes; and when your little garment which has housed

the old beliefs, is taken off, it will be for the last time.

Then you will be clothed in the new man, as the man who rose

from within and repeated the entire story of the Lord Jesus

Christ, in detail.

Armageddon is not a place in the battlefields of the world.

Battles are fought as the new supplants the old. America is a

new nation compared to Europe and has now supplanted the old

powers. That was one grand eruption. Today, America is the

mightiest power in the world of Caesar; but in the midst of it

we find the young pitted against the old. In the 10th chapter

of the Book of Matthew, he begins with a man against his

father, then a daughter against her mother, and a

daughter-in-law against her mother-in-law, as the young try to

dislodge the old. As this happens in you, the world will

reflect your conflict.

Everything must be interpreted as a symbol, in this world as

well as in your dream world. A lady shared this dream with me

recently. In it she had a twin sister who died. Loving her

twin so much, she pretended she was her; thereby receiving her

mother's affection; yet she knew the role she had assumed.

This is a perfect story of scripture. Jacob supplanted his

brother Esau in the affection of his father. Coming second,

Jacob thought his father would love the first-born most, not

knowing (as the world does not know) that the first-born of

every creature is the same first-born, but the firstborn from

the dead is seen in the order of events, rather than in time.

Everyone within whom the story of Jesus Christ erupts is the

firstborn. No one comes before you, because Christ is first.

He is the head, and if Christ unfolds within you, he supplants

the body you wear, which came into the world first. The

physical is first. The spiritual comes second and supplants

Esau - the outer man. Jacob - the inner, smooth-skinned man -

is spirit. And the Lord loved Jacob and hated Esau. The outer

man must be discarded, because flesh and blood cannot enter

the kingdom; so the inner man must be born. And when he does,

he is the first-born from the dead in the order, rather than

in time.

The one who is to be born of the spirit must first be

awakened. Coming out, he is the one the lord loves, because he

is one with him and is given the bright morning star. God,

himself, is the bright morning star who gives it - so God

gives himself! And there is no one but God from then on, as

you control all; and when you take off this garment of flesh,

you are one with the God who runs the entire show. Seen from

above, this conflict is not disturbing; rather it is a time

for rejoicing, for the eruption of truth has begun in the

hearts of men. But on this level, as a tax payer, you may

resent the burning of buildings and the inability of those who

desire an education to get it, because of a small group who do

not know what they are doing.
They are only symbols, playing their little games; so Father

forgives them; they are only a symbol of the eruption which is

taking place in the hearts of men. There is always a remnant

erupting, and the symbol of this eruption appears on the


Now another lady wrote of a dream which disturbed her. In the

dream she was leaving her husband and moving to a new

apartment two miles away. Then the scene changed and she found

herself in the new apartment, completely furnished with all of

her possessions. As she awoke she realized that the apartment

- although having appeared to be three-dimensional and real -

was only a dream. This is a wonderful experience. The dream

does not mean you are going to leave the man you love here.

Take the symbolism of it: Your true husband is God. You are

told in the second [chapter] of Genesis: "A man shall leave

everything and cleave to his wife until they become one

flesh." That's what you did. You moved into an entirely

different state.

The first creative act was motion: "The Spirit of God moved

upon the face of the deep." As God moved, everything erupted,

and the world became visible. You moved into the awareness of

your true husband, which is the Lord God Almighty, whose

symbol is your earthly husband, who you love and share your

world with. You moved within yourself into the real union with

God, who is your husband - as told us in the Book of Isaiah:

"Your Maker is your husband, the Lord of Host is his name."

You have now moved into a real relationship with the God

within you, who left everything to cleave to you. And you have

discovered the great secret of moving from state to state. You

will find that your love for your earthly husband will grow

stronger. When you first met, you were fired by sex, and - if

the love has maintained as it was prior to the union - when

sex fades, you will find your relationship growing deeper. You

will be more concerned for each other, as a deeper love takes

over. Now, the motion took place within you, and you have

moved from what is a relationship in this world, to a

spiritual relationship, as the story of Jesus becomes your

spiritual autobiography.

Do not look at the conflict on the outside as terrible; rather

see it as a symbol. Rejoice when you see the youth pitted

against the old, as it signifies that the Word - which is the

sword of the Spirit - has erupted; and the armies of heaven

are on the march, as the Living Word which unfolds within man,

interprets the external word of the letter. The outer world -

like the letters in the Bible - is dead, and remains so until

something that is alive gives it life. Only when that which is

life itself erupts, does the Bible's dead letter become alive.

I have experienced scripture, and when I see the conflict, I

know that many have accepted my words and are experiencing

them. As long as I wear this mask I do not know where they

are, but I do know they are telling the story of salvation

from experience. That is the only thing that can inflame the


The traditions of men are only dead letters. Our clergy are

not telling the word of God, they are too involved in

politics, thinking they can buy off the eruption with money.

You can't stop ransom or blackmail, but you can tell the story

of Jesus Christ from experience - but the clergy do not know

it. If they heard what you have tonight, they would think my

words were blasphemy; yet I am telling you what I have

experienced, while they speak from theory. That is all right,

for they are part of the story. "For the sake of the

traditions of your fathers you have made void the word of

God." Religion has created saints out of nothing, for they

never existed. Now something is happening to force them to

confess to their nonexistence, even though they have made

hundreds of millions of dollars in the selling of these little

icons. They will still sell them, because there are people who

will still want their little so-called protection based upon

the outside. But you don't want them; that's why you are here.

You are willing to believe the drama is unfolding in you and

not on the outside. So when a horrible blow hits your heart,

try to see its symbolism, as everything in the outer world is

a symbol. Why and how did it happen and what does it mean?

What is the significance of the thing that happened? Just like

a dream, everything has some significance, for God is

speaking; therefore you would listen attentively and try to

understand what he is saying in symbolism.

I received another lovely letter with about twenty or

twenty-five dreams in it. I couldn't even summarize the dreams

because they differ, but I can tell her that they are

perfectly marvelous. They are all adumbrations, foreshadowings

of the story that will erupt within her when she discovers

that she is Jesus Christ. In her dreams, Jesus still seems to

be another, and that's an adumbration, like the story in 2

Kings concerning Elisha, who said: "Give me a double portion

of your spirit" and the Lord replied: "When I depart from you,

if you see me you will get what you ask for. If you do not,

you shall not have it." Then fire separated them and Elijah

went up in a whirlwind. That's an adumbration, for the Word

must erupt within you first, before you can understand the

story of Elijah. It is said that fire separated them. May I

tell you: it is a fire. In the 14th chapter of Zachariah we

read that the Lord stands on the Mount of Olives, as it is

split from east to west, with one-half moving northward and

the other half southward. You are the Mount of Olives the Lord

is standing on, when you are split to discover your true

identity as golden, liquid light. Fusing with that light, you

will go up into heaven in a whirlwind motion as a fiery

serpent. The fire that separates you is the bolt of lightening

which cuts you in two from your head to the base of your

spine; but who could understand this until it was experienced

and dramatized as the evangelists did.

It is still a closed book to those who have not experienced

scripture, but it will be understood by those who are drawn by

the one who had the experience. I have shared my experiences

with you, in the hope that in the not distant future you will

individually experience the entire story of Jesus Christ. So

when you see the unrest today, rejoice that the young is now

pitted against the old. And remember: the conflict is in your

imagination. Although I have overcome the world, as the drama

has proved, I may find myself listening to the radio or

watching television and get involved. I do it by forgetting

and coming down into the nonsense in this world. Then I must

get back up on the mountain and see it as symbolism, telling

me what is happening within.

The eruption will not go on forever. It only lasts for a

certain length of time and then the door to heaven is closed

once more. The door does not remain open, but only opens at

intervals of time. Blake says it is every two hundred years,

but how long it remains ajar he does not say. Now you see why

the conflict rages - because the door is still ajar.

What I am telling you tonight could not be printed in

tomorrow's paper as it doesn't make sense, but it is true.

People may doubt my words and say; "Why listen to him, the man

is mad and has a devil." But I say to you: "I am not mad and I

do not have a devil, for what I tell you is true. I speak not

of my own accord, but as the Father speaks to me." I have

actually experienced the entire drama recorded in scripture,

and have shared my experiences with you. With my limited

background, you may question how I have such learning; but the

words are not mine, they are the words of him who sent me -

and he who sent me is God. He is my Father. I know my Father

and you know not your God. I may be considered mad by some,

because my background can be checked; yet I dare to claim I am

the son of God and I and my Father are one. So when you see me

you see him who sent me. I was sent by my Father, and -

knowing the Old Testament - I have shared with you my

spiritual interpretation of its dead letter; for the entire

scripture has unfolded in me.

Armageddon is the battle of ideologies, where belief is pitted

against belief. I can't tell you how shocked I was to discover

that the Christ to whom I prayed was within me. Scripture

teaches, "Christ in you is the hope of glory," but I didn't

take that statement literally, for I was taught to look for

Christ on the outside. I could find no conflict in that


I was seventeen when I left Barbados, and every night during

those seventeen years I did not have the guts to go to bed

without getting down on my knees and praying, as my mother had

taught me. I could not break that habit for quite a while

after I came to this country. Can you imagine the shock I

felt, having been trained to kneel and pray to an external

God, to find he was within me as me? I could hardly believe

it. I know my past and am well aware of how unlovely much of

it was. I knew the thoughts I had entertained, the emotions

that were mine, the words that I uttered; and to think that

all that could be the house in which the perfect one who was

never tarnished has unfolded, was a shock beyond measure. But

now I know I am He, although I still possess the memory of the

outer garment I wear, which clothes me while I am here.

I cannot tell you of the shock that comes when all of the

beliefs by which you have lived come tumbling down. You will

no longer be able to turn to anyone on the outside to praise

or blame for what is taking place in your world. If it is

unlovely, you are its cause. If it is lovely, you are its

cause. Everything unfolds within you, and you are detached

from what takes issue; yet you know you are its cause, for as

the word of truth erupts within you, it sets one against the

other. The word is not confined; but when it comes - as it has

in me - I bring the new wine which the old bottle cannot

contain. The old garment of belief is ripped and you cannot

put a new patch on an old garment. As the world erupts around

us, we may wonder what is taking place and ask ourselves if we

have lost control of our children, as they are so different


We can say all kinds of things, justify our actions and

beliefs - that is our right. On occasion I find myself sucked

into the same stream and pass an opinion not based upon the

truth that has erupted within me; so I can't judge another. I

can only say; when you see these things, rejoice, for He has

come. His coming brings a new idea, which will disturb the

traditions of men; and - living by man's traditions - you will

see the disturbance on the outside, but it is in you.

The world reflects this disturbance, and those in the world

are being led like sheep to the slaughter. Yet in the hearts

of those who observe it from above, it is cause for rejoicing,

as they wait only for the eruption of God's immortal plan.

Jesus Christ is this immortal pattern of salvation. Its

eruption in man causes an eruption in the outer world, as the

young is set against the old, and the new conflicts with the

traditions of men.

In the meanwhile, take what you know of this law, and use it

towards your own personal good fortune in the world of Caesar.

It's simple. Go to the end and assume the feeling of the wish

fulfilled. Don't ask anyone to help you. Ask no one if it is

right. If you like it, assume you have it. Remain faithful to

your assumption, and that Being who is going to erupt in you

will take you to that end. If you find yourself moving from

your fulfilled desire, go back to it, and once more assume the

feeling of the wish fulfilled. Do this and your assumption

will harden into fact.

Now let us go into the silence.

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